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Started: 2023-02-07 Picked up again: 2025-07-22 Finished: 2025-07-22 - A quiet boy with not a lot of friends, who visits and cares for his "cousins" grave every other day, is invited to hang out over drinks by the popular guy. It's a whole party of people but mc turns it down to he can care for the grave. The popular guy reschedules the drinking party instead of just going without him and then offers to accompany him to care for the grave. There, he confesses to mc and mc gets flashbacks to when he confessed to his "cousin" in the grave- he was scared of his answer and felt disgusted. Mc didn't know what to say so the popular guy took the wheel and loved on him even without a direct answer to the confession. Soon they start dating and kissing, having lots of sex too. But mc keeps visiting the grave and the popular guy is getting angrier and angrier. Then, at the grave, mc is cleaning it and offering offerings as usual when the popular boy snaps. He slaps the mc to the ground and beats him up. He has noticed the way the mc still cannot get over the boy in the grave and he knows its not his cousin. He rapes the mc on the grave to "show the ghost the mc belongs to him". He then carries mc's out-of-it body back to his house where he bandages him up. From that moment, the senpai had started showing darker sides of him to scare the mc into doing what he wants. Mc's friend noticed the bruises and wounds on mc's body and while talking about it with him in the bathroom, senpai knocks out the friend with a metal pole and takes the mc back to his house where he handcuffs him and rapes him with toys. Mc sobs and apologizes to senpai to which senpai is rubbed weird because that wasn't the response he wanted. Senpai later kicks mc out and they go their separate ways until mc decides he's going to accept his senpai who's hurting(?). They get together and the mc is no longer scared of senpai. the end. - 2nd story - - 2 boys, coworkers at a restaurant. We aren't sure if they're dating but they're definitely exploring each other. One cuts the other's nails after work because he hurt his hand because the nails weren't cut right. As they sleep together, the bottom is nervous to tell the top that he's a masochist. He doesn't want to scare the top. Another boy who also works at the shop, has been itching to rape the bottom and so he does, in an alley. The top finds out and stops the rape. The top is a bit of a crybaby but it's okay. Then they fuck in the same alleyway after the coworker runs off. The bottom confesses, he's a masochist and the top, after they're done fucking, says he couldn't stop when he saw the bottom's messed up face. (insinuating that he's a sadist). The bottom is happy. the end. After sitting on this manga for so long, it really wasn't anything special. However, I did think the cutting nails part in the second story was heartwarming and cute. In the first story, I personally wouldn't have gotten back with the guy. He was sooo manipulative. He constantly twisted the mc's words to make him feel bad, AND he destroyed the grave??? soo disrespectful no matter what religion the mc is (buddhist). It really does get to a point. Thank you for the first story though. The manipulation and abuse made me think of the other manga (i've long forgotten the name now) where there are two abused exes of the same guy trying to get back at him and get together. Abuse always makes me feel on edge. I felt like *I* was walking on eggshells just reading this and I wasn't experiencing this. Thank you. 3.4/5️