Silver Ash's manga / #Abuse(29)

Complete ch 57.11 Being able to reread this and have it live up to how I remember it is, so fucking delicious

Ch 14 This is kinda hard to read. Not because it’s bad, it just has some heavy topics and personalities that I don’t do extremely well with... I’m guessing. I couldn’t give a real answer even if I tried. (Ch 13) Wow, I finished it. Lee Taehwa is super hot, love him. And Wooshin deserves a nice vacation with that cute boy who looked like he got dumped. I’m surprised I was able to finish this. Not that I’m ever going to think of this again. (Ch 86)

Complete ch 58 Broken boys need each other. They both have someone in their lives that is fucking obsessive over them. It’s not poorly written or paced. The characters are pretty decent, the girls aren’t annoying. (Ch 46) Jungwook and Jaewon, you fucking dorks. Making me emotional and then being all dumb and cute. (Ch 58)

Last ch 41 I knew Dion wanted to fuck his sister. He’s hot and I like their dynamic so I’m pretty okay with it. Really if something is written well I’m okay with it. Roxie baby, you’re doing great sweetie. (Ch 30) Shit’s gonna go down! (Ch 33) Screaming. I’m so obsessed with this story that I’m going to pour over the novel for the next week, picking apart all the little details. Seeing Roxie and Cassis all grown up is delicious. Raise hell babies. (Ch 35 End of Season One) … I don’t know how I feel about the way this is developing. (Ch 41)

Last ch 28 Lavane, love that bastard. I have plenty of questions but I can wait for them to be answered. Seeing the ducal prince learn that the abuse Ludis had to suffer through is incredibly serious is top notch. I love when that happens, especially when the person belongs to someone who was previously loyal to the abusers. I love me some divine retribution! Cosmic karma bitches! (Ch 15) They switched his name to Ravian but I still love that handsome bastard all the same. I’m going to laugh my ass off if they do the ritual but no ancient god responds. I don’t know if I want her to just die without properly summoning another god or have her live with the humiliation that would come with being unfit even as a sacrifice. I wish Ludis would ask better questions. (Ch 24) “He doesn’t sound like one of ours.” “That name suits him quite well.” Ravian baby, what have you had to go through? This new bastard is like, actually a bastard, he looks down on humans so blatantly. He looked at the bitch sister and scoffed at the idea of taking her life as a sacrifice! But that does go with my, she wouldn’t be accepted as a sacrifice theory. The humiliation is that she can’t control him. Again, wishing Ludis was written just a little differently. Better questions, leaning on Ravian for support more, having cute moments with Ravian. Okay maybe I just want more Ravian. (Ch 28)

Last ch 127 So baby boy, how you gonna handle this? Both boys are being put in situations where I’m heavily anticipating what they will do when it comes to the women they love. (Ch 20) Noelle is the cutest puppy! (Ch 25) The goddess and the black dragon love Leticia, confirmed. (Ch 27) Ahwin realizing he was really Leticia’s wing all along is amazing. Thank you. Vanessa and Noelle make for two great puppies following Leticia. Cosmic karma is going to rain down on the fake saintess and I’m ready. I’m also glad that Ditrian didn’t even try to hide his love for her. They love each other so much that hiding it would be impossible anyways. He chose the best option, to express his love for her and make her realize she is deserving of love. (Ch 44) He is so in love with her and she is so in love with him. The only acting they needed to do was to stay cool enough to not let it be blatantly obvious that they are in love with the other. But now, maybe they won’t even have to do that. She’s stronger, and the Goddess herself gave a prophecy that she would be able to break the curse. She can have more confidence that she can afford to be a little selfish. (Ch 59) Calisto is great. I can’t wait for him to see Leticia and for all of his pain to be gone. He’s real cute. Leticia boldly flirting with Ditrian is beyond perfect. Her simple request was for them to have sex, for him to get her pregnant. Wild. (Ch 75) Calisto brings me so much joy. His first meeting with Leticia was everything I had hoped it would be. Now he’s being so fucking cute. (Ch 83) Calisto! I love him. (Ch 87) Leticia! Holy fuck! (Ch 90) Kailas is so cute! I love her! All the wings are endlessly precious and I adore all of them. (Ch 98)

Last ch 74 He is trying to seduce you in a way. Cairnen is so obvious with his affections. (Ch 22) They really just flirt with each other with zero regard to who is around. Adorable. (Ch 43)

Last ch 61 I love Reinheart. Beginning, middle, and end. I adore that man. (Ch 34) Duke Carlon Delphine is a genuinely good man. He wants to help Valtea, he wants to help the child he saw being abused for so long. I enjoy how everyone in the duchy treats her like a precious child, to varying degrees. She might be an adult physically but she needs to relearn how to live. Back to basics. Reinheart being described as knowing he’s broken and Valtea being described as not knowing she’s broken, is very fitting. The two of them are very broken. Now that Carlon is in the picture, it’s very obvious just how broken the two of them are. The emperor really out there being super reductive about Valtea’s trauma and Reinheart’s predisposition. For starters, they have emotions and they can act on those emotions. They aren’t emotionless dolls. They feel things differently, have difficulty interacting with others, and are generally apathetic. Their common sense and moral compass is super broken. Just more things I’m the only one getting worked up about. (Ch 41) Reinheart out here proving again that he’s my favorite. Duke Delphine and Duke Leon are good people, I can appreciate them. But Reinheart is the way he is and I’m fucked up so I find that to be greatly appealing. (Ch 44 End of Season 1) Focusing on the sweetness of the Snowta Peanut and Valeta calling Reinheart out instead of those imperial assholes. (Ch 57)

Last ch 43 Ryuu Ryuu is fucking iconic. Kyuros is head over heels in love with Marie. Marie really is making steps forward, becoming her own person who isn’t defined by abuse and trauma. The sister’s body was never found and there was that scene where the sister brought out clothes that were a secret and talked about her dream. Until something comes along to convince me otherwise, that girl is alive. (Ch 26)

Last ch 44 Ian, thank you for being super gay. Soleite was holding his hand, placing his hand on Ian’s thigh, lots of cradling each other’s faces, Sol kissing Ian’s forehead, the cuddling that happens every time they sleep on the same bed, and Ian easily falling asleep while in Sol’s arms. Wow. Sol is so sweet to him, he really wants to build Ian a stage that allows him to shine the brightest. Soleite, please help him heal and get to a better mental space. Help him overcome his trauma and embrace who he is. Soleite gives off, “falling in love all over again” vibes and I absolutely adore it. I have expectations for Sol, which is dangerous because he is a boy and might do something stupid, but I’ve decided to trust him. Manipulative bitch doesn’t deserve anything. We don’t tolerate abusers in this house. (Ch 37) Ian is so jealous of his past self, not even realizing that Sol is falling in love with him all over again. Boy doesn’t even realize why he’s jealous! Sol probably finds the situation to be a little nice, he gets to teach Ian all about the world this time around. The kid is a double edged sword. His whole deal makes me nervous. I don’t want anyone near that stupid manipulative bitch. (Ch 41)