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Finder

Ongoing | yamane ayano | 2001 released

12.12 uke’s kidnapped back to italy by dr.simon blackmailing alex w/ maxim as hostage, the dr is torturing maxim for the access code to his organization bc he wants control of it so he can conduct his research, asami is tracking uke down w/ the help of feilong and mikhail 29 uke gets shot, seme holds him thinking he didnt make it in time 30 and is relieved to see the bullet only grazed him, uke wakes up and they r reunited-uke cries and hugs seme asking him why he didn’t come for him sooner and that he was waiting for him, seme holds him tight saying he was scared uke had died, uke wants to do it, THEY passionately do it, seme holds him thinking hes finally come back and he will never let him go so that uke loves only him 30.2 uke is suffering ptsd, THEY do it again-seme tells uke he’s overwriting everything that was done to him so that he can only remember being held by seme and no one else, uke wonders what it would be like to have seme’s heart and realizes he needs to get back to his old self as soon as possible if he even has a chance-wants to be viewed as an equal (since he’s still just seme’s property right now) 31 they return to japan, uke runs away, seme lets him-saying he’ll come back eventually 33 seme goes to talk to uke, kisses him, uke can’t help but kiss him back but snaps himself out of it and leaves 35 uke’s friends place gets ransacked bc of him and he feels guilty for putting them in danger so he moves out but has no place to go- can only go back to seme’s, uke tells him he’ll never put him in a cage though amd he hates how he’s toying with his feelings, seme says that’s fine (cage part) as long as he comes back, SEME kisses him 36 THEY do it-it bugs uke that he craves seme’s touch so much, uke cooks him breakfast saying he’ll cook and clean as payment for rent and asks to stay, seme smiles 38 uke is gone for two weeks since he gets a job at the hot springs and tells seme he won’t come back for two more weeks, seme goes to the hot springs to bring him back home-uke taunts him that he misses his cooking and he’s lonely without him 39 they have a threesome with feilong- uke gets all pissed at seme for that saying he couldn’t believe he was actually happy to see seme and was glad he’d come to bring him back 41 uke goes to take photos of a cheating couple, sees seme with another guy whose crying, gets super jealous and sad, is surprised to see seme return home normally and they end up sleeping (zz) together 42 some lawyer approaches uke for a case and says he has no idea why seme would get obsessive over a kid like uke, THEY do it (briefly), seme cuddles uke in uke’s tiny little bed refusing to leave 43 uke continues investigating for his case and also to figure out who that goodlooking guy who was with seme is, sees seme with a beautiful actress this time and thinks about how seme is goodlooking, rich, and powerful and can have any perfect man or woman he wants, feels like he doesnt belong by semes side and wonders what seme thinks of him- if he thinks hes just an apron wearing housekeeper, goatee guy (head of host club) questions why seme keeps uke around since he couldnt possible be of any value to him 44 uke hates to admit it to himself but he knows he seeks semes touch and thinks he maybe addicted to it already, GIVES bj to seme and THEY do it (briefly drawn out), seme says it feels really good to be inside uke, uke wonders if he really means it 45 sudou warns uke that him trying to get a good scoop for his job is making seme’s a lot harder since it’s sullying his property which normally seme would never allow and that uke is just a pet to seme so he should pick a side-uke gets annoyed hearing that so he picks his job and doesn’t go back to seme’s, seme wonders where he’s gone, uke ends up in a street fight and has to be bailed out by seme from prison, uke returns home and realizes he might not be able to live without seme and HE GRABS him and kisses him 47 seme asks uke if there’s anyone else that can satisfy him the way he can, uke says no-only him 48 and gives up trying to sort out his confused feelings, seme tells uke he’s to call him at 9pm every night from now on 50 seme is made to take a vacation, goes to the beach where uke is now working (cuz he wanted to see him???) THEY do it at one of his hotels on the beach (fireworks going off in background), sleep together (zzz) 51 uke gets excited for the fireworks show since he would go every year with friends and see the girls in kimonos, is sad he couldn’t make it but comes home to seme in a kimono waiting for him and fireworks go off (seme had paid for another round just so uke can see it since it seemed rlly important to him), THEY do it on the balcony 52 (bed) UKE kisses seme, ties him up and rides him just like in his dream-what he’s always wanted to do, after awhile seme breaks free and bdsms uke instead 53 seme notes all the changes that’s been happening since uke moved in (being fed good food, all the little household items that remind him of uke everywhere, taking a bath that uke made for him, watching uke’s fav movies w/ him) and wonders if it’s uke’s strategy of making him let down his guard 57 sudou tells uke that he as no idea how many underlings seme’s thrown away and that uke will be no different since there r very few people who can get through to seme, doesn’t understand why seme would go all the way to hong kong to save him and wonders if uke really is worthy of that, makes uke realize that he doesn’t need to try so hard to work for him since he’s a part of seme’s private life and not an underling, also vows to never go against seme just bc hes running away from confusing feelings 59 uke is nearly killed by sudou, saved by lawyer and seme, seme rubs uke’s head 60 uke is determined to be seme’s eyes and watch his back for enemies, THEN he kisses seme, they cuddle (zzz) and uke thanks him for coming to the warehouse to save him (since seme usually never does that), seme rubs his head 62 attacked by assassins, seme tells uke to escape without him, uke refuses saying seme will get killed and it’s better for him to try to protect him and run away together 63 seme tries once again to have the helicopter take uke away to safety, uke refuses saying if they die they die together, seme relents 67 (extra) they celebrate ukes birthday- seme brings him to the casino since uke said he wanted games as a gift and also buys him a suit since he said he wanted one, THEY do it back in the hotel, uke falls asleep cuddling seme, seme strokes his hair and wishes him a happy birthday 69 (extra) seme has a dream of uke on the plane, smiles from it, wakes up and sees ukes not there, get a little sad 71 uke realizes all contact with seme has been cut off, panics that something horrible has happened to him, monk whose taking care of him sees and starts teaching him self defense that willl help protect the one that is dear to him 74 seme leaves uke in a safe house so he can interrogate the assassins in peace, uke is worried abt seme-so much so he even called feilong and left messages for seme in feilongs phone, feilong visits seme to tell him this, seme acts like he doesn’t care (but he def wants to hear the messages), feilong laughs saying it’s fun to watch seme try to hold himself back and stuffs the phone in his pocket 75 flashback to when seme makes uke leave to a safe house, tells uke they won’t be able to contact each other for awhile, uke tries to play it off, seme GRABS him from behind and kisses him, feilong teases seme for being so pent up- that uke’s been talking to him rather than seme, seme gets pissed, feilong asks if seme really does cherish uke that much that he would lose control of his emotions 78 feilong takes matters into his own hands, uke asks for his help and he gives it, sends uke to seme (currently passed out cuz feilong drugged him to get out of his way) thinking how seme thinks only about his uke and vice versa 79 feilong calls uke telling him to talk some sense into seme since he might listen to him, seme is asleep on uke’s shoulder, uke hugs him 80 they crash land onto a deserted island, seme wakes up and thinks uke beside him is a dream (does he dream of being with uke often??), realizes uke is really there, GRABS him and kisses him, they REUNITE 80 THEY passionately do it, SEME TELLS UKE HE he dreamt of him everyday they were apart, uke says he did too, they cuddle-uke says seme better never leave him again, seme agrees thinking it may be impossible to separate himself from uke ever again 81 seme keeps kissing uke and doing it with him every chance he gets, basically indirectly CONFESSES to uke saying he will never let him go again so uke must never leave him, uke agrees saying he’ll always be by his side and thinks abt how he will protect him, they kiss 84 they prepare for war, uke is worried seme is going to leave him again, seme rubs his head and does good on his promise to never leave him behind (gives uke a bullet proof vest and brings him along) 87 85 seme goes into the building, tells uke to stay back and keep an eye out for him, uke hugs him saying he better come back, seme KISSES him 87 uke saves seme but as they r running out sudou shoots seme, seme goes to shield uke, hugging him and gets shot multiple times, SEME CONFESSES HIS TRUE FEELINGS AND TELLS UKE ‘I LOVE YOU’ and passes out, the building collapses and as they fall, uke ALSO SAYS HE LOVE HIM and they’ll be together always even in death 12.1 seme wakes up at maxims mansion and isn’t allowed to leave, wonders if uke is alright since he had wanted to protect him but ended up surviving himself, finds out uke was taken away in the hospital and immediately leaves (even though he can’t walk), they are reunited, seme thinks something is off but he doesn’t care- KISSES UKE thinking as long as he can touch uke’s warm body it doesn’t matter 12.2 uke tries to knife seme, seme finds out uke lost his memory and got brainwashed (by sakazaki but seme doesn’t know that yet) into thinking seme is the enemy, runs away vowing to kill him later 5.2 (extra) uke takes seme on a ‘secret date’ for seme’s birthday, THEY do it at a karaoke bar, uke falls asleep in his lap, seme sees the gift of pics uke gave him and smiles thinking it’s not a bad birthday 12.4 seme learns uke probably was brainwashed, is pissed saying he’ll get him back no matter what 12.5 uke tries to kill seme again, sees masked men throw a grenade at seme, immediately hugs him and throws his body in the way to protect him, doesnt know why he did that, is injected a sleeping drug so that seme can safely take him away, seme strokes his sleeping head saying he finally has him back 12.6 seme takes care of uke-feeding him and cooking for him, uke starts suffering withdrawal, KISSES seme and begs him to embrace him, THEY do it, uke wonders why is heart feels so warm 12.7 uke has a dream of his younger self crying bc he couldn’t protect who he loved (trauma from seeing seme get shot in his arms), uke is starting to reach his limits from drug withdrawal, begs seme to hold him and THEY do it, seme holds him to sleep and decides he has to find dr.simon for the antidote, 12.8 seme learns the antidote was just sold to maxim, seme agrees to pledge alliance to maxims organization (he refused back then remember but since it’s for uke he’ll do anything) 12.9 alex kidnaps uke to send back to dr.simon since the dr was holding maxim hostage, uke eats the food and notes that it doesn’t taste as good as seme’s and everything is cold even though it’s supposed to be warm (since they r in italy) and that everywhere seme was was warm feilong and mikhail: 79 THEY do it, 84 uke hears how semes uncle would beat him, rubs semes head and places it on his lap 88 uke is still haunted by seeing asami and akihito collapsed in the rubble, goes to find seme to keep him company since seme also cant sleep, asks him to ‘help him get some sleep tonight’, uke gives seme head, THEY do it, uke leaves before seme wakes up 12.4 five months later when asami is recovered and is looking for akihito- facetimes uke and seme appears as well (so they r still hooking up after months), uke gets annoyed he showed his face, seme retorts that it was uke he let him in, THEY ‘return where they left off’ after the call, kissing 12.9 feilong is woken up to asamis call, seme is sleeping next to him with his arm around him alex and maxim: 12.10 flashback to when they were mercenaries- alex confesses his love, maxim says to join his organization after his mercenary time is up, gives alex a hj and THEY kiss -Asami Ryuichi (seme, underworld boss specializing in weapon smuggling, japans leading businessman on the outside, had offered help to a young feilong), Akihito Takaba (uke, news photographer who was always looking for a good scoop, is now a farmer countryside boy ), Feilong (long hair, leader of the hong kong mafia ‘baishe’, was raised by the previous head of baishe and thought of him as his father, ‘arch nemesis’ of seme since he thinks seme had caused the death of his father, had kidnapped uke), Tao (feilongs attendant, young boy), Yoh (feilongs trusted underling, actually semes spy, doesnt really like how hes technically betraying feilong), Mikhail (young leader of the russian mafia, after baishes casino, likes feilong), Yuri (mikhail’s uncle that mikhail thought had died, had raised him, hated that mikhail didn’t listen to him, deflected to really problematic russian anti government organization called Chernobog which was mikhail’s enemy, had a perverted love for him, eyepatch, mikhail shot him in the head so hopefully hes dead this time), Sudou Shu (ex-manager of a club seme owns, went behind seme’s back so he’s been thrown out, has a mole on the bottom left side of face, got a crush on seme, almost killed uke, got shot, is now under sakazaki and the russian mafias protection, wants seme to feel the same heartbreak that he caused him, tried to kill him but was unsuccessful, is now mentally insane and kept as person uke needs to protect and goes by shu), Sakazaki (goatee, head of a host club that is rivals with asami’s, p sure he’s working with chernobog, wants asami to fall, dealer of information, biggest client is the russian mafia, knows about uke and seme, always sexually harrassing uke and trying to recruit him to be a host, is sudou’s potential love interest?), Maxim (seme’s older half brother’-same father, trying to get seme to come back to their family’s organization-which a-presently is a rlly big hotshot organization-which seme refused to do but was blackmailed into agreeing in order to save uke, lives in croatia), Alex (tan, seme’s friend whose working for maxim now, used to be a mercenary with seme, goes with seme as maxims spy-seme’s trying to save uke but he isn’t fully healed yet, has a crush on maxim), Dr. Simon Novak II (famous genius psychiatrist that uke ends up with after being taken from the hospital, works at the research institute uke is now in, gives uke meds and brainwashes uke into protecting a mentally disabled sudou, wants to use uke as seme’s weakness to kill seme, ponytail, monocle), Kurosawa (district attorney who seems to be good friends with seme), Kirishma (seme right hand man, glasses)

The Pizza Delivery Man and The Gold Palace

Ongoing | 어피,Upi | 2019 released

76 seme’s dad has passed away, seme and uke are probably going to confront each other about how they both know what the other was hiding from them (uke doesn’t like that seme didn’t tell him about seme’s abusive father still asking him for money, seme doesn’t like that uke plans to move abroad with seme without telling him) 4 flashback to when seme offered uke an umbrella when it was raining out 7 uke takes seme to hospital after seeing he nearly got hit by the stupid dudes car 8 uke drives seme around for work since he hurt his wrist 11 uke has a panic attack, seme hugs him 17 uke takes care of seme when he’s sick 18 seme knows uke likes him and HE LIKES HIM TOO but doesn’t do anything about it bc he knows they would never work bc of their gap in social class 22 seme moves in with uke after being scammed from his lease 29 uke KISSES seme, seme grabs him to continue but his phone rings 37 seme finally KISSES uke back and tells him he likes him 40 they make out and seme finally lets uke touch him, they jerk each other off 41 they sleep (zzz) together and seme has a wet dream of them 45-7 THEY do it-uke bottoms for the first time 49 they find out they met as kids when uke’s auntie would bring him over to seme’s to play 71 seme wakes up from the accident, uke tells seme that he wants to be the only person in his life, seme hugs him saying he wants to be that for uke as well Woowon Doh (seme) Seo-an Kang (uke, family runs S Group) Seojin Kang (uke’s older brother, glasses, planning to marry a girl named joo-yeon) Sung Yoohan (uke’s friend, black hair, actor, cp with heein) Heein (uke’s rlly hot doctor friend who used to swim with seme, blonde hair) Kim Minhyeon (uke’s ex, light brown hair, cute and small) Lee Jihoon (bully that worked for uke, was there when uke got hit by a bat) Jinyoo (uke’s little sister, in a band)

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