Hellerstern's manga / #rape(41)

Every story was unique and dark except the chap3. But the chap 4 was really dark and so sad. Poor kid trying to deal with the trauma and rape he experienced all this time.

I didn't like this story at all. Aoi was traumatized because he was raped by his friend sister in high school, and only wanted to top since then but the professor (Nanjou) is like no you dont really want to top whatever because it's not in your nature (because he is an omega) or whatever. I really didn't like this way of thinking.

Two short stories. I kinda wished the first one was longer. It reminded me of another story with the same "taking advantage of a sleepy drunk person" premise. Also the art is jaw-dropping.

I don't know if I should like the story because the author wrote really psycho characters with the purpose of them being bad or hate it because the characters are too psycho and did too much disgusting things. Kyung-soo suffered so much in this story that I think he should've just been sent to therapy. Everybody in this story was bad. Except Dong-Hyuk maybe who also deserved a therapy after everything that happened. The craziest and most psychotic character of them all, is freaking Yule. He should've just died with his brother (Geon). The both of them are just unforgivable. I don't know if the sister deserved to die or to go to therapy, since she was helping her brother (Yule) to get together with Kyng-soo without knowing what the bastard did to him. Anyway, this story was just abuse over abuse over abuse.

This story was sweet and sad at the same time. I liked how Kendo was making sure that Yoshioka was comfortable and ok before proceeding to do anything considering the guy went through a traumatic experience. Also that freaking rapist bully should just be killed. I also really liked how Kendo's friend were so welcoming of Yoshioka and goofy.

This is the story that made me the most emotional so far in my reading journey. I cried so much of anger, pain, frustration, sadness, disgust and so on. The author really made feel so much emotions and made me think about so much things with the deep theme of peer pressure she presented in this story. When she said she wanted to write about conventionally trashy people, I didn't expect it to be this bad. Everyone in this story's damn school needs to go to therapy. Mob mentality is scary. Everyone was psycho or becoming psycho because of this damn game. So many people had so much darkness in their hearts it was unsettling. Maybe expect Atsumu since he was so kind and naïve but almost he strayed from the right path cause of Kuze. What was too much in this story was the rape. It's really too much almost unbearable considering the characters are all children (15 to 16 years old). Every "couple/pair" portrayed (except one) in this story was toxic, Azusa and Karino in particular. The only couple where love emerged naturally without manipulation or anything was Tatsumi and Senzaki. Their love for each other was in a way "pure" even though they were the most weird couple. I also like the couple Atsumu and Kuze even though they started with Kuze manipulating Atsumu, but when they opened to each other their relationship took a new turn and didn't feel toxic anymore. Anyway, there's one character in this story I despise above all and not forgive no matter what and it is freaking Eno. The guy needed to pay for everything he's done. In fact, all the people that went along with Eno's fuckedupness needed to pay. The ending of this story was ok but not satisfying enough for me. To many things were just wrong, too many people were traumatized for life. And too many didn't pay for what they did. I don't think I'll ever forget reading this story. I'm still crying while writing this review and thinking about everything. In conclusion, this story was twisted and vile beyond anything and so well crafted. Some things could've have been improved to make it better though. But still, I liked and hated reading it. Thank you Ogawa Chise.

This story was just mind blowing on so many levels and I felt so many emotions. The plot was plotting itself into a twist. The first chapter already had one crazy plot twist with the way Daimon raped Kojima and intended to kill him. Everything since the freaking beginning was part of freaking Kojima's plan. That just blew my mind when I found out. The topics discussed are really dark and some of them were too much for me, but I still enjoyed the story. It's really sad that the both of them (Kojima and Daimon) had such traumatizing event in their childhood. It really followed them throughout their lives and made them the twisted people they are at the present of the story. The plot twist that blew me away was the fact that the man who set himself on fire was actually Kojima's real dad. I will always be mad that he was treated as a murderer and accused of things he never did. So many people suffered I'm this story. I really wish for Sudou happiness. The poor girl was so desperate for Daimon. The only character I actually wanted to die is the freaking bold old guy. Anyway, the author just did an amazing job writing this story.

The first story (1-3, 6) with Amano and Takehara was okay and basic. It was a little confusing to understand the dialogues because of the translation being bad. The second story (4-5) had a plot twist I didn't even imagine, but it's was also confused. To find out that Chigira's rapist was the Aida senpai whom he had feelings for and jerked off to is actually insane. And the fact that he actually like it when he was raped made sense because he said it was the guy had Aida's voice without knowing it was the guy himself. I don't understand why Aida didn't just go about it the normal way. Chigira already had feelings for him. If he loved him that much he should've just told him, and not disguise himself as someone else to rape him. Anyway, the cop sleeping with Chigira was just "what the actual freak?" Anyway, both stories were just okay.