For You Who Grieves
Reading (read chapter 41). ? full penetrative sex scenes (c41 first kiss; c40 Seme puts the moves on uke for the first time pushing uke slowly in bed). I know it’s only 5 chapters in but I honestly don’t like that uke seems so desperate to be around seme and keeps being after the seme. Seme has his reasons for being mean to uke and trying to stay away from him so I wish uke would have done self-respect and not act so desperate to be around seme. Like in his past OG life he was a cool senpai who was adored by seme but he has to stop using that as his basis, because seme DOES NOT LIKE YOU. And STOP CALING HIM BY THE NICKNAME YOU CALLED HIM WHEN YOU WERE ALIVE AS OG UKE like YOU ARE IN A NEW BODY DROP THAT SHIT BTCH (its c11 and he’s still doing it and by now he’s been doing it so I doubt he’s suddenly gonna stop as seme is already suspicious as to why this current uke resembles dead OG uke so much in personality, speech and manner so will figure out it’s OG uke)! I wish he’d just keep being his cool self but without acting like a desperate bitch so that seme comes to him instead of him chasing after seme. Don’t like this for that and is making me want to drop this series even though I’m only 5 chapters in. DROPPING THIS: Honestly, I don’t like this. Uke is ALWAYS making the moves chasing after seme like a desperate btch with no self-respect even though seme is cold and an asshole to him. It’s maybe not as bad as I’m making it out to be but I was really hoping it’s the other way around. Uke clearly doesn’t get his own feeling for seme as he has “no feelings” for seme that way yet he’s so attached and always the one wanting to get closer to him. It’s annoying the shit out of me. I’m gonna read chapter 14 and see if I can keep reading. Now that I have so much to read I don’t need to waste time on the stories that aren’t my cup of tea. PREMISE: This is a reincarnation “body swap” after death for MC Uke where uke dies hit by a car after sacrificing himself to protect a child and is reincarnated into the body of a spoiled rich young master who attempted suicide for the umpteenth time this time by slitting his own wrists. C04: Jealous possessive protective seme of the very guy he’s being jealous about lol. Basically uke in his current body asking seme school his original body and seme acting like possessive boyfriend interrogating where current uke met original uke. C04: Recent flashback of seme being utterly devastated from OG Uke death. C05: It’s funny the stark difference of how seme acted around OG uke (his onesided unrequited love and crush), like a sweet innocent blushing puppy versus how he acts with current body uke (whom he dislikes for mistakenly thinking he’s trying to benefit from OG uke’s death), abrasive and mean and threatening, his true personality outside of love and fawning over his crush. C07: It’s clear seme is intrigued by current uke for having a personality and temperament so similar to his beloved OG uke but he hates uke for that but yet defends and acts menacing to protect uke’s honour from gay rumours even though he hates current uke. Isn’t that too soon? I mean I like it but I don’t get seme’s actions acting like he would for his beloved OG uke. C10: Seme calls current uke a stalker (of OG Uke or maybe even seme) but the real stalker is seme as that freak bought OG uke’s old apartment after he died lol. Blushing seme after current uke says OG uke said he was closest to seme. Seme starts to buy the lie that current uke knew OG uke. C11: Funny that uke is so shocked at gradually realising and learning and confirmed by others that seme is actually not a nice guy like he thought for years when he was OG uke. Seme was just extra nice and sweet to OG uke because he was in love with him. lol C16: Seme is so hopelessly in love with OG uke he arranged and paid for uke’s entire funeral as uke didn’t have family and kept uke’s dead guy belongings. Seme confesses his love and how he’s still in love with OG uke to current uke. C21: Flashback. Seme was such a whipped puppy to OG uke going out of his way doting on him doing everything for him making breakfast for in OG uke yo be taken care of when he doesn’t take care of his health and blushing constantly around OG uke likes he’s the most precious thing basically acting like a loving smitten husband and lover with oblivious uke having no clue how gently and lovingly he’s being treated lol. Yet seme is a total jackass to others or can be to current uke as well but dotes on current uke in a gruff manner only because uke reminds him or OG uke. C26: Seme freaks out saving uke from a stray car and cries shaking and terrified of losing uke again. IT SEEMS SEME KNEW CURRENT UKE IS OG UKE! C32-33: SEME KNOWS CURRENT UKE IS OG UKE AND PREVIOUS CHAPTERS TELL HOW HE REALISED THIS AND NOW THEY ARE REUNITED! But you know I feel sorry for the guy whose body uke stole to continue on… He had such a sad life and never had a chance at redemption… C27: FLASHBACK WHEN SEME MET OG UKE. Seme had a bad temper from before if you cross the line even as a freshman in university. If you’re normal he’s normal but if you push it he doesn’t hold back. C34: Lol at when uke affectionately confronts seme about his dual personality about how the gentle underclassman he always knew and who always followed OG uke around was actually a facade which damn straight two-faced seme! But then chastened seme with sad dog ears says he couldn’t help it that’s just how he was around OG uke and it wasn’t a fake personality at all as that’s just how he gets around uke, that his feelings were always sincere with uke, which was sweet. Seme was just too whipped and hopelessly in love to be mean. C35: 180 SEME WHO WAS A JACKASS TO UKE IS NOW SUPER SMITTEN PUPPY SEME (yes they show him with sad doggy ears when he wants something from uke to be cute for uke) since truth came out about who uke is. C38: SUPER CRAZY MURDEROUS POSSESSIVE SEME THREATENING CURRENT UKE’S PAST MALE SEME SEX FRIENDS WITH DEATH THAT HE’LL DIG THEN UO AND KILL THEM IF THEY EVER TEXT OR CALL UKE’S NUMBER AND TO TELL ALL THE OTHER ASSHOLES THAT SEME IS SOMEONE WHO’S CRAZY ABOUT UKE AND WON’T BE A GENTLEMAN ABOUT IT AHHHH!! SEXYYYY!!! He does this behind uke’s back with his phone pretending he needs to use it as his phone is dying. C41: GOT MAJOR BUTTERFLIES IN MY BELLY FROM SEME BEING HURT FROM UKE AVOIDING HIM FOR DAYS AFTER THEY KISSED AND UKE GOT SCARED. Uke/SemePOV. Yoon (?) Hangyeol x Doyoon Kim (original body AKA “OG”). Hangyeol x Doyoon Ye (current body uke’s name). University student x salaryman (OG). Younger seme x older uke (OG). Hoobae x hyung (OG). University student x University student (current body uke). Business management department. Dark brown hair x brown hair (OG). Dark brown hair x orange hair (current body uke but uke dyes it back to jet black). Enemies To lovers (seme hates current current body Uke as he makes a bad impression on seme by being nosy about uke’s OG self). Seme x straight. Unrequited love seme. Longtime onesided love seme. All 3 characters have shitty families (main seme with a family that blames him for killing their outstanding business woman mother while giving birth, OG uke who grew up very poor and grew up abused by his father and absent mother and current body uke physically abused by his family for being mistress’ child). Handsome seme. Cool seme. Gorgeous seme (fawned over by women and constantly asked out). Popular seme (ladies and for his looks). Super tall seme. Height difference (current body uke). Big seme. Body size difference (current body uke). Manly seme. Kind seme (fake) (it’s funny that seme was described as “kind and popular” by uke as an intro to seme but actually he’s only like that to uke and it turns out he’s known to have a bad personality so not to get on his bad side but can be approachable if you’re careful c11). Love at first sight (c28 flashback meeting OG uke and it was love at first meeting more or else although not exactly sight). Polite Seme (generally). Shitty personality when in a bad mood (true). Bad temper seme (c11 known by others). Super rich seme (c06). Powerful family seme. Connections seme. Tender seme (to OG uke only). Devastated seme (c04 from OG uke’s death room he was hopelessly onesidedly in love with). Scary seme (c04 when he thinks current uke whom he doesn’t know is his beloved hyung brings up OG uke (himself basically) family history, usually kind Seme gets crazy eyes and threatens current body uke). Menacing seme (c04 telling current uke that uke’s nosiness makes him want to kill him ooh). Seme was super kind and tender to OG uke but acts like a shitty guy to current body uke (c05 because he thinks uke is trying to use OG uke’s death to his own benefit). Seme’s true personality is actually scary (c09 this is one example but he says he’ll kill them if they don’t stop publishing shitty articles on OG uke death). Smoker seme (c07). Threatening protective seme (c07 about current uke after he’s badmouthed for gay rumours). Stalker like seme (c10 buying uke’s flat after OG uke dies to be close to his unrequited love feom devastation of his death). Puppy seme. Smitten seme. Manly uke (OG). Handsome uke (OG). Selfless uke (c01 sacrificed his life dying to save a child even smiling to reassure the boy right before he reaches him and wants to comfort boy in his dying moments and tell him it’s fine and not to cry awww). Pretty uke. Pretty boy uke (current body). Fragile uke (current body). Feminine uke (current body). Under eye mole (current uke; left eye). Piercings uke (current). Earrings uke (current) (rings and studs). Rich uke (current). Smart uke (OG). Top of class uke (OG). Kind-hearted uke. Oblivious uke (about seme’s very obvious and NOT AT ALL concealed feelings for uke; he treats uke totally different from others for years being extra kind and sweet and tender and protective yet uke never even noticed). Abuse victim uke (c12 current uke is abused by his older brother and hated by his rich family for being a bastard child from a mistress and OG uke was abused by his father when he was a kid). Seme was so hopelessly in love with OG uke bushing and acting so shy (c03 Flashback). Jealous seme (c04 of current uke asking questions about original uke not knowing he’s talking to the very person he has an unrequited love for). Possessive seme (c04 menacingly telling current body uke it took him 4 years for OG uke to share his personal life yet current body uke knew something of OG uke so personal in such a brief meeting so why him). Super jealous seme (c04). Super protective seme (c04 being protective of his OG uke’s personal life). Confession seme (c16 confesses he loves and is still in love with OG uke to current uke whom seme has no idea is OG uke). Crazy murderous Possessive seme (c38 threatening to kill every past current uke’s seme male sex friends). I forgot to mention it before but I’m glad that current uke’s past self (the one before OG uke inhabited it) has some good qualities. He was described as spoiled and rude but he had a good heart secretly like helping out his maid to pay for her family’s surgery and telling her not to pay it back. Poor guy was badly abused even though he came from a rich family because he was a bastard child of a mistress. He was abused physically by his elder brother and treated like trash by his whole family. No wonder the poor guy wanted to commit suicide. I know it sucks but I wish the actual current uke was the main love interest of seme in this story and not dead OG uke soul inhabiting this current uke body and make him be kind and nice secretly while displaying bad behaviour outwardly that would have made a better story. The OG uke soul can be like a help to the guy. I feel like that kind of premise would have been 10x more exciting and better.
Yowaki na Kimi to Nagai Shiawase
Reading (read chapter ?). 3 full penetrative sex scenes (???) by end chapter 5.5. Skimmed all 5.5 chapters and LOVE this it’s so cute and sexy and both are so in love with each other they are totally fated lovers aww! Meguro Shinji x Tsukino Ryou. University students. IT department x Arts department. Senior x junior. Older seme x younger uke. 22 x 20. 4th year x 2nd year. Gay x bi-curious : unsure. Black hair x brown hair. Handsome seme. Cool seme. Tall seme. Tall, dark and handsome seme. Under eye mole (left) seme. Piercings seme. Earrings seme (black studs). Popular seme (ladies). Cute uke. Popular uke (uke is oblivious to it though). Oblivious uke. Unrequited love uke.
Tokyo -Shiki-
Reading (read chapter ?). 2 full penetrative sex scenes (first time c02 (after brief reversi scene where seme lets uke penetrate him); 2nd c04) by end c04. Multiple stories (couples). I didn’t realise this was multiple stories and couples but that’s probably why the rating is lower, I’m not a fan of that myself. I was only interested in the first couple Jinguuji x Saotome but they only have 3 chapters (c01-02 &04). That’s the only story I was interested in. Uke/SemePOV (c02). Jinguuji Yuito x Saotome Kyouhei. Black hair x blond. Genius x hard worker (always second to seme). Handsome seme. Cool seme. Wild seme. Tattooed seme (an over his hands, forearm and neck (butterfly). Body tattoo seme. Genius seme. Unrequited love seme. Possessive seme. Obsessive seme. Absolutely obsessed seme with uke. Under eye mole uke (left). Reversi scene (c02 for a moment seme let uke penetrate him so that he could properly fck uke then).
Noumi-senpai no Benmei
Reading (read chapter ?). 1 full penetrative sex scenes (first time c02 in hotel bed naked seme with boxer briefs first from behind then missionary). Skimmed 2 chapters looks quite interesting with trash gambler uke and serious straight laced blunt seme. Tan Eito x Noumi Masataka. University students. Philosophy department. Kouhai x senpai. Black hair x blond/light pink. Gay x straight (bi-curious). Handsome seme. Gorgeous seme. Ikemen seme. Cool seme. “Super Hot Guy” seme (uke’s words). Super Tall seme. 180cm. Major Height difference (uke said seme was “super tall” so left it like that even though it’s not that crazy tall in BL manga terms). Super cool seme. Popular seme (ladies). Super serious seme. Majime seme. Strait laced seme. Blunt seme. Rude seme (only to uke). Pretty uke. Good-looking uke. Sleazy uke. Scumbag uke. Trash uke. Lewd uke. Playboy uke. Self-indulgent uke. Smoker uke. My pace uke. Carefree uke. Opportunist uke. Slutty uke. Honestly, seme is quite rude to uke only because uke really is trash but I love how seme’s eyes follow up and he’s just there even though he tries to “get away” from uke when uke becomes clingy and friendly (in a trashy I’m just curious to mess with you since you’re interesting kind of way).
One Night Mate