Yuki Nijino's manga / #Rape(90)

Finally got to reading this cuz it was recommended on mangago for being a seke story; it was barely one let's be real here dude bottomed once and that's cuz he was raped. I get it tho, if he had to bottom again it'd probably be traumatic, and the uke(if you can call him that) thinks that too. Anyways what's to say about this story... This took me so long to read because some parts (most parts really) were just so hard to get through. All the warnings were right and I'm really so incredulous on how they were able to get past *all that* and get together and be happy. In no world could i ever forgive what akamine did and at the same time I'm still so confused why he even did that, like why was his drunken self so willing to rape someone, i thought there was gonna be an explanation for it like maybe he was heartbroken and thought he(utsumi) was his crush but like no apparently. Ig it's more realistic(?) if there's no reason cuz like why to ppl irl rape, probably for no reason either but then they're just a piece of shit. Like idkkk I'm so conflicted on this. I mean he got his revenge and all so it should be even but like ughh does it even work that way. I saw a comment on how they're confused how admiration which turned to hatred could turn to love and while reading it it seemed natural enough but in hindsight i agree like these feelings are way to complicated i don't even know how they did it. Well all in all it was definitely one of a reads of all time hellava ride note to self don't read again lol. I'm hesitant to even call it good but I'll say it's not bad ig. Objectively it's probably good literature the way it's so complicated but man is it way to much for me. . WARNING: rape, trauma, sexual violence, probs heading to toxic relationship Maybe read when finished..

Vol. 2 Ch. 2 The angst istg T_T - Gay boxing trainer meets seemingly foreign (but not) dude. Foreign seeming dude blackmails and rapes the boxing trainer to get a place to stay. And later we find out that foreign looking dude was actually abused and sold his body as a child, and now he's mentally ill.... (*Skimmed/tried to read the raws till Vol. 2 Ch. 5)

Read when finished and not sad - Kinda love it ngl. Was pretty cute after the fucked up bit.

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Two dudes walk into a bar and order their deepest desires. And a facial. Hot smut. Gang bang.

Ch. 7 Porn. NTR, FIL, BDSM, hardcore, sex toys, rape, exhibitionism, mindbreak, urethra insertion, bondage, piss, belly inflation, the whole shebang.

Skimmed chapter 3,4,5,6. Rape, rape, rape, and rape.

Vol. 2 extra First three chapters are full of rape, tentacles, gang rape, & more! Buuutt since the ML is not one of them I don't mind it as much ig. And they managed to escape to an uninhabited planet...that is until the last panel of ch.4 with the hand out of the crashed spaceship... Sighhh i wish the rest of this just consisted of their life on the planet with no else to bother them. But I guess that's too much to ask for huh. Don't let any of this take away from the fact that it's incredibly fucked. - Skimmed the first two pages or so because I didn't think this was gonna be any good lol. This is what I got: Dude on spaceship gets raped by tentacles and gains immortality because of a virus transmitted by the tentacles or something. Spaceship people rape him to get some of that sweet sweet immortality. The only dude that had a moral compass rescues the dude and brings him to an uninhabited planet.

Dude hypnotizes his *step* brothers and fucks him while their parents are watching, also hypnotized.

Ch. 10 Now if we just ignore the rape..... This would be SO CUTE - Apparently there's a vol. 2, so... Not completed..? (Yep, there is)