Annanih's manga / #love it!!!(15)

I love it soooooooooo much TT^TT

I love this story sooo much. I love that she acknowledge her wrongdoings and want to change herself for the better as the goal instead of revenge. I love that she immediately think 'i want a happier life' after faced with death, and not the 'i will drag the person who betray me to hell'. Because, if she back to the past, then the betrayal never happened and taking revenge for something that supposed to happen in the future is weird. So the idea of changing herself to get a better life and trying her best to not reapeat the future is the best. To me, revenge in this kind of story always bring MC more suffer especially in their mentallity. And i read some comments said that they don't like that she become the streotypical women after the change of personality. Well, to each their own, but honestly why shouldn't she be like this? Why can't she be feminine like her other female colleagues? Why she has to be more masculine? Why she has to go against the streotype? Why she need to be a tomboy/masculine? The main idea of this story is that the MC want to be a normal person while having her skill acknowledged by people. She want to be a normal girls her age, she want to have fun with her friends and she want to fit in with her female colleagues. But all this time she has suprressed all those wish because of her past ideology of what it means to be a 'knight'. Now, that she already experienced the death after living a life like basically what YOU guys think she should, she realized that being a knight shouldn't restricted her for doing what she always wanted. She realized that it's fine for her to enjoy shopping and dolled herself up, and doing so wouldn't become a hindrance for her carreer as a knight. I think, it's not the author nor this story that unsettling for having the MC who wants to fit in in the streotypes of a woman. But it probably YOU, people who see a problem from this kind of story, who actually have a twisted/toxic way on intrepreting the meaning of Feminism.