iamhungry's manga / #Abuse between MCs(36)

-last ch i read: 198 -theme: emperor scum gong x shy beauty mute shou. Shen yu is mute and replaces the daughter of a magister(?) To become the emperor's (jun xuanxiao) concubine. They have a first night, and next morning the royal consort calls him. she hates him and makes him kneel until emperor comes and gets him. He takes him in his arms and yells not to dare harm his person. She doesnt know he is a man, hes hiding his gender, although emperor alr had sex w him many times lol. One night emperor has a banquet and people want to see his new concubine since there r rumors saying shes the most beautiful. Shen yu appears and shows a sword dance, emperor thinks he wants attention and gets jealous. Back in their chambers, emperor tortures mc, until guard finds him and cures him. Mc is scared of emperor, but guard arrives with clothes the emperor is gifting him, he wears them and when he goes to greet royal consort, she gets angry and makes him give her the robe, he does and she burns it, then brings him to her place and makes one of the servants poison him, this happens more than once during the time ml isnr there, until one night emperor gets angry that mc is "ignoring" him, but in reality he doesnt feel well and mc coughs blood. Physician comes and cures him, tells emperor he was given poison, emperor guesses its the royal consort, sends to kill her servants. Emperor makes them bring shen yu to water prison and see their death, royal consort is present and denies her involvement. Mc is scared that emperor will be cruel with him like that and kill him since he has a reputation of killing his concubines and he thinks he needs to keep entertaining him and having his favour, in order to live and keep protecting his mother. Physician sees royal consort and he accidentally reveals mc is a guy to her. Physician also knows sign language and befriends mc. Then emperor starts caring for mc and teaching him to write. Mc learns to write his name and emperors, he hugs and wants sth more but emperor stops him and takes him to bed to rest. Mc is happy, only his mom cared for him and he used to be bullied, had a very difficult life and its said emperor is the second one that showed care for him that way. Emperor makes them change shen yus title to secondary consort Yin. One day royal consort visits him and tells him she alr knows hes a man and if he wants to keep his secret he must convince emperor to pay her a visit and desist the secondary consort position. Royal consorts brother announces to her hes coming too. Shen yu denies emperor one night and he gets angry, but he doesnt go to see the woman. Next day shen yu goes again to visit emperor and beg him not to turn him into secondary consort, emperor misunderstands and believes shen yu thinks hes too good for him and that he wants to go back, emperor tells him hes his and even if he dies he'll stay in his palace, and tomorrow will be the ceremony. Btw theres a detail about shen yu being hidden by his mother, he didnt interact or went out to see the world, to protect him due to his beauty. VOL 2: - from ch 50 onwards... shen yu falls ill bc he was trying to kys and ate poison, cured from his muteness, hes still denying emperor, gong marries another consort, shou doesnt care, someone from his family/past clan comes (blonde guy), shou accepts to go with him after finding letter and discovering gong also killed his father, attacked while travelling, gong now infiltrated as mute guard and shou is getting closer to him, shou starts to like him, but grandpha wants him to marry blonde guy (not rlly his cousin but same clan), hes abt to do it fakely after guard (gong) ignores him, couldnt bc there was a battle going on, in the middle of it he discovers guard is gong and doesnt react well, gong protects him, shen yu gets to safety first and then friend brings gong, gong asks him and shou confesses there are more things he loves about him, recovery, everything is fine between them after going back to capital > MPREG -second cp: guy is searching for his friend who he thinks is an honorable guy, but hooks up with guy from brothel not knowing its really him (has a birthmark), prostitute guy tries to disuade him from keep looking but he refuses and says his friend is much better than him (prostitute). he realizes guy doesnt care about him so he leaves. months later he fins prostitute went back to his work, and general visits him everyday but honglian doesnt accept to see him. one day he does and makes business with him, gen asks him to come home and he accepts but as business, then stops coming, then he buys him again for several days, then general wants to do the same again but he got booked for other houses, next time he sees him hes wearing red and asks to marry him, he knows honglian and lian'er are the same person, he takes guy to his house, convinces him to marry CH 141 END OF S1? or first story S2: about the mcs son and the second cps son (adopted from a relative, orphan). qiyu is a bastard, but used to defend other mc from bullies and liked him when they were children, he comes back to city and starts treating him differently. theres an arranged marriage between them but qiyu doesnt want it, asks shou to end it, but he cannot bc that would mean his father would keep fighting in the border, so he agrees to marry, ordered by emperor aka previous gong father. he humilliates liqing on his wedding day and night, brings a slave (who seems to be previous prince from land that was dominated by shous father), and keeps him by his side. shou kowtows until bleeding, then gong finally accepts to go with him and basically noncons all night bc despite shou not wanting it, he feels he has to so that his family can live well, gong misunderstands every single action and thinks he only wants to climb up high status/control him. he gave him a pendant or sth when kids and gong throws it away, then shou goes back to looking for it, blonde slave guy has it, doesnt want to give it back and antagonizes him, gong sees scenes and believes slave. then liqing goes to visit his friend whos a doctor, news is that he has an uncurable disease, only survived one, so he will die. other prince enters and hears his condition, wants to get to know him. then shou goes back and gong says someone told him he was having a secret meeting w friend, shou doesnt want to tell him ab his illness bcause he wouldnt care, gong noncons him again. then theres a meeting with the other prince, he gets curious abt liqing, gong once again humilliates him but shou shows that hes smart and makes it go smoothly. other prince is interested and ask him to go with him to his land (doesnt know hes married). shou refuses. other prince has a meeting with emperor and crown prince and tells him he wants shou. crown prince hears this and gets angry, takes it out w him and rapes him (sth abt a pendant having their two names and hair). later shou does wake up >its bc of disease, other prince visits and asks crown prince to let him save him, gives pills to shou, crown prince doesnt know ab that, wakes up. then crown prince treats him a bit better until blond hair is punishdd and cp thinks it was li qing going behind his back since his father discovered he didnt to his homework. the day shou sees his father, he goes to crown prince and is angry he sees his son sick (injured hands due to humilliation). crown prince thinks shou went to him to whine, emperor is poisoned from food handed by li qing, crown prince thinks its him and sends him to dungeon, he is tortured to the end, cp goes there and burns him, lq tells him now he doesnt love him anymore. he is tortured and ml threatens him w his adoptive father, crown princess "confesses" it was him, ml told him his father would be executed in days if he didnt tell him which poison it was. second ml arrives and tells mc he can take him away, mc rejects bc he wants to save his father, asked the guy to look into poison, they discover its from the blonde slave, mls father gets better and he realizes it was a mistake. mc gets out of prison, now he is blind, he wont have time to recover bc he will die sooner but ml doesnt know, mc burns his stuff, even if ml asks him to forgive him, mc stopped loving him. he then announces hes asking for divorce in fron of ml, hi father and other people. ml throws a fit, saying mc has his mark and belongs to him, mc cuts the mark from his arm, ml gets angry, mls father tells him he should stop behaving like that and give him dignity/accept.

last ch i read: 64 (on TMO as Por favor deseame) trope: prosecutor (fiscal) alpha buys scentless omega for him to give him wishes so that he recovers from his illness. omega has a dark past, was on a facility to produce omegas, sa-ed by director and only maintains a cnnection to him bc that place has his mother (not confirmed tho). he avoided giving alpha true wishes, alpha manipulated everything and arranged a gang rape but then only did it himself, constanly, and lately hes been forcing himself on omega multiples times so that he can obtain true wishes. omega was actually starting to love him and abt to confess before that night, now seems to still have feelings for him but feels more like giving up and stockohlm, doesnt want alpha to marry. then its just continous rape whild omega interchanges texts with the center director to save his mom. pervert beta buttler is changed to alpha by outside source. omega gets suicidal bc his mom could be dead, but alpha doesnt let him go out to find out, but he does ask his ppl to investigate. buttler comes and tries to rape mc but then dies and alpha saves him. heat and rut happen at the same time and they have sex. alpha is gentler these last chapters but omega refuses to eat. now secretary told omega that he might be pregnant. Btw during visit from detectives mc discovers there are cctv in the house and flashback to ml carving his name on mc's back with oen he gifted i think. as part of the lore: alphas infected w virus need ro receive prayer from omega bondee, but if anyone dies it affects the other, ml realizes the reason mc never gave prayers correctly was to be able to leave him easily, he never intended for a real bond, he doesnt believe mc telling he loves him, hes been conducting an inv for mc's mom, mc finds out but says it doesnt work for him cuz he used to beg him for help and to go out but he refused, also apparently both mom and son were sold to alphas or sth. also, hes pregnant and now that house is without cctv he plans revenge agaisnt ml. First, he goes to him to seduce him where ml yells that mc never liked him and was trying to hurt him, mc comvinces him he loves him, to manipulate him for 3 months until baby is more formed and he can run away. They start acting like a married couple, having sex, doing stuff tgt and mc making food. Secretary gives him a key to escape cuz he doesnt want ml to suceed. One day, ml goes to investigator doctor and hes told abt experimenta where mc shoulsve been like hundred of times, they kept omegas in basement cuz high stress made them have a unique and strong scent, ml recalls he could smell it before the first time when he abused mc, he feels guilty. Ml goes home and tells mc they should stop sharing feromones, mc panics and cries cuz his plan would fail. days pass amd they go to normal but ml takes him to a house outside, mc discovers ring box, thinks its perfect to leave him. He drugs ml and shows him pregnancy test, then leaves, ml remembers that he was turned into an alpha by a drug, similarly to how mc drugged him, by his own mother whom also whipped him and its why he has the scars on his back, ml had a plan abt giving mc something and possibly letting him go or sth, but couldnt. He realizes he fucked up and mc gave him chances many times but he never said i love you back, and also told him abt not wanting an undesired baby, he believes he doesnt deserve it, mother used him and brought many imegas for him but he developed a condition abt being sensitive to smells iirc. Anyway, time passes and they keep discovering more hints abt where he could be, until one time ml burns himself and he receives healing deom a prayer, mc did it unconsciously cuz he was watching him from secret basement, ml goes crazy and self harms more than once until he realizes mc must be nearby, and hes told that it must be that since mc is oregnant they share pain and pregnant omegas not only need pheromones but they also can cure without contact, ml realizes mc was pregnant. One time he leaves papers for mc to read and he does it, discovers what was in box were his mothers remains, he cries. Then days later ml selfharms again but this time stabbunt himself on palm and arm and drops in water, mc feels it and goes to save him, hes taken ro hospital and is given another chance to run away but he decides to stay, he saw how bad ml crashed out and that he was very sad. Ml wakes up and sees him there, but then mc passes out.

LAST CH I READ: 86 mc gets obsessed with ml while ml is 17 yo. he hates half brother sui lin. he harrasses ml, tries to get close to him for ex taking him to a bar, dinning w him alone, bringing him to work trip since ml wanted to be an intern there, sexually harrassing in shower at the beginning due to him having a sprain (mls fault). ml doesnt like it and constantly avoids his advances. at one point while they were tgt visiting an old man from mcs family he realizes outloud mc is gay, he accepts and tells him he likes him and will keep pursuing him. ml doesnt quit internship. half brother treats mc well but its mentioned he and li yu were secretly planning a revenge. both mc and ml go on a work trip iirc and mc again tries to force himself on ml by trying to touch him and kissing him, ml rapes him. next day, mc is pissed but he thinks he wants to be the one penetrating ml omg... they keep doing it time later on a car, on work trip, and more, but mc never tops, ml says bc he cant. one day where mc and suilin go together on a reunion mc gets very drunk, half brother kisses him when hes unconscious and reciprocrates but says li yus name, half brother snaps and goes out. half a yr passes of them being fuckbuddies basically (li yu is 19) until one day after having sex suiyin says he wants to have his turn, ml declines and they fight (also before this he drugged li yu, didnt do anything but hes a creep ugh), li yu tells him they should stop this and doesnt want to keep going, suiyin is flipping, but ml leaves. mc gets a new fuckbuddy, 19yo guy with pink hair, until one day they go on a date and li yu sees them, mc leaves the guy and goes to li yu, both fight physically, which makes li yus brother know abt it and makes him apologize, li yu jus visits him. things get somewhat better and work trip happens, mc planned it to be romantic but li yu gets injured and mc goes to save him in a typhon. half brother visits both and its revealed both he and li yu are working on bringing suiyin down by fucking up a project. both mc and ml are back on good terms until mc keeps investigating ab that project and one day he hears ml and suilin, ml says that he likes him, mc throws a fit and punches both. he avoids both and wants revenge, ml shows up at his house (mc gave him keys as gift recently) but mc threw everything at him, police took ml and sent him to hospital lol. another day hes outside of his apt but mc is drunk (this happened before except guy he hooked up with, pink hair guy, took care of him), he mentions his name the morning after and ml is pissed, punches mc and mc punches back, ml leaves. mc fights suilin in their house. days later ml is called bc his brother was being investigated (mc's orquestated it as revenge). mc goes to xiao zhu who is his comfort. he visits his dad and suilin is there acting fake, mc had to contain himself. days later there is a meeting with shareholders(?) and both ml and suilin, both brothers end up talking and suilin wants half of his power from the company. later his father goes to his office and tells him its best to give up his part of the company, mc accepts, then cries in xiao zhu's arms. they go tgt to his house and li yu is there, he is violent towards xiao zhu, locks him outside and kisses mc forcefully, mc throws vase at him, calls ambulance and leaves w xiao zhu. mc only asks his father to leave his mothers house btw, bc his mistress and half brother live there, father accepts. > on new years he goes to his house with all family reunited, and makes an scene w mistress, leaves and suilin goes with him, knocks him out, mc wakes up in another place and suilin rapes him. li yu called last night and suilin answered. next day li yu arrives, fights with suilin to almost kill him except mc stops him. he goes away. li yu is still regretful but mc goes to xiao zhun. li yu keeps begging this time outside of xiao zhuns house, mc has to call mls brother to take him, ml then calls mcs grandpa and they have dinner tgt at mcs old house, grandpa yells at him that they should get along, li yu faked being the victim, mc had to endure, got drunk and ml took advantage of him (third time). that day mc was gna leave but suilin appeared, got into a fight w li yu, almost kills li yu by running him over w car but mc got in front so suilin had an accident with a tree. mc stays at hospital, li yu lies to suilin mother that he tried to hit mc. even after how much suilin hurt him, mc cannot just leave him but he makes it clear he wont forgive him. HE ALSO MAKES IT CLEAR FOR LI YU HE CANT FORGIVE HIM, li yu finally leaves him alone (and he said before sth abt li yu having to pay him back 10x the money and he could consider it). days later he is fully into work but had loses, he breaks up with xiao zhun (apparently he isnt gay and theres a girl his family wants him to be with), but stays friends with mc. (mc opens a company and has a work partner, until some contrats are signed and li yu is in the picture, mc has to endure it: THIS IS BEFORE THE HOSPITAL THING). So then mc was gna estabilize the company and his projects (had to take care it bc both half brother and father were in hospital), until one day hes almost kidnapped, li yu appears and fights the men but then agreed to come with them on mcs behalf, he goes reluctantly, it was his work partners brother who wanted the money asap or an insurance of 30% of company, mc refuses, ml brings a gun and points it at younger brother, settles it at giving that man the money and compensation 2x for loses from li yu himself. LATER mc was abt to take a vacation when he received a call from mls brother saying ml was in bad condition and was in trouble with police. mc went to see him and discovered ml wanted to make a lot of momey due to laundering to have a chance to accept him back. he was basically threatening to kill himself . SO MC FORGIVES HIM and takes him back, both cry. they settle down tgt, first having a meeting with both of the grandfathers, then their rs was shown to the entire families after ml proposed and mc accepted, although they cant marry(?). btw mc tops him once. it ends in mc asking ml what he told his grandpa that time, he said hed take care of mc for the rest of his life

last ch read: 44 plot: idol mc, has a stalker big guy, he offers to be his sponsor now that mcs group got separated and he had no jobs but mc rejects it. then out of nowhere he gets a cover magazine and that makes him popular, ml goes to his fansign, then is presented to mc as his bodyguard. mcs career is going well and he gets drunk one night and sleeps with bodyguard thinking its ex bf. except he gets a call from his ex bf who he had a scandal and decided to broke up with, one day when hes recording the ex bf appears, mc is scared but bodyguard defends him and avoids a rumour. mc forgets his phone at studio, goes back and meets ex again, slaps him and rapes him. btw before this mc had a experience where a guy wanted to enter into his apartment, sth abt the code and pad. he got scared bc it happened at 4am. one day he goes to his apt and finda broken glass, reports it but police doesnt do anything, bodyguard defends him. all of it was him btw. i think before this was the livestream where bodyguard hugged him idk. anyway so bodyguard offers his place and to stay tgt with mc. he accepts and bodyguard takes out the camera from his teddy bear, puts him so that mc finds it, he does and discovers he was filmed a long time ago, and that he had sex with ml. ml tells him he hid it for his sake and that ex bf mentioned sth abt it as if he knew so mc believes its ex bf. ex bf is out of the apt and starts yelling, mc lets him in to avoid scandal, puts him in his place but ex bf is abt to hit him when bodyguard steps in, and lets ex bf hit him. ex bf runs away, ml follows him and hits him, was abt to kill him but mc went to find ml. then they sort of sleep tgt > become bfs. ml becomes even more aggressive with time, risking mcs career bc he forces him to do it on public spaces. mc get angry but ml always manipulates him and mc wants to avoid fighting. mc gets a small role in a tv show, hes filming and gets to know other people, one guy in particular sort of flirts w him, ml goes crazy jealous and hurts himself on set to have mcs eyes on him and mc sees how he stabbed his palm himself. meanwhile mc kept asking others abt ex bf because he disappeared, ceo told him he was going outside of country and same as ex manager. THE TWIST(?) is that ex bf was the stalker who installed the cam, but still ml was another weirdo and is from a chaebol family so he has a lot of money and paid ceo for everything, as well as mcs apt and for more opportunities. he met mc when he was finishing highschool and was in love at first sight and mc told him his debut was accepted. present day > 1 month goes by and mc kept sort of avoiding ml. the last day of shooting comes and he was going to go to the dinner but ml suddenly appears, he pulls him and shouts at him, saying hes ungrateful and more, jealousy attack, mc gets scared and cries, he is saved by coworkers who saw him being pulled. mc decides to go w them. btw ml has mental issues due to sth in his childhood. mc comes back to home, finds ml, ml throws him around, rapes him even while mc is called on his phone and its that co-actor, mc gets angry and slaps him, wants to break up w him, except ml grabs him and hits him. END OF S1 S2 >>>> mc wakes up, ml put a ring on his finger, tells him theyre at their house and he will never let him go, mc is scared, tries to leave but ml shows that he slept for 2d and there were no news ab him and tells him hes paying ceo and ceo knows. he rapes mc, mc tells him no multiple times, ml hits him again. next day mc hides from him in the room, ml breaks windown from door and tugs his hair, later he rapes him again, director from company wants to find mc. mc keeps getting raped, hes lost weight. ml forcefeeds him but mc faints, then they go out in the snow for a walk, mc notices he has security all around the house. ml tells mc they can have another walk if he eats, mc sees an open window, sneaks out, mc jumps while ml watches him, twists his ankle and starts running towards the forest.

last ch i read on tmo: 48 trope: mc with a debt working as scort/prostitute x rich ceo. mc has a debt and pays his uncle not to reveal sth abt his past or else he and his mom would be in jail or wtver. father abused both. he needs money and after getting robbed he accepts proposal: paying him everytime they have sex. now a new associate entered story, ugly old man gna try to do sth with girl and mc, im scared as hell. ml is no better than that man tbh . ugly old man invite mc to a reunion w other prostitutes, tries to SA mc until ml comes and hits him in the head, mc begs him not to kill him. ceo has sex w me in the same bed btw. he keeps calling mc to fuck and one time mc pisses himself and ceo loves it lol. mc keeps trying to find a way to escape and he sees guy who robbed his money again. mc then makes ceo replace the sofa he drenched w his piss, ceo does and mc gives himself to him. they keep having sex, ceo gives him money and a box to keep it but has him vigilated by cams and possibly guards. ceo notices he cares for the girl ceo opens up to him at one time and he mentions he used to be in gang, poor, tried robbing a drug and his fingers were cut. asks mc to tell his truth but mc doesnt and sucks his cock, ceo gets mad and gets money on his ass and mouth omfg. mc decides to escape and makes a plan, asking girl to help him. on the day he plans to leave, ceo brings a drug. btw mc is told by guy who stole his money he actually never found his money. implied it was ceo to not let him run away. also ceo one time jerked off to a video of them having sex lol. anyway mc gives drug to ceo via kiss and mid sex he faints, mc runs away with girls help, loses the watch ceo gifted him. hes on a boat and his uncle brought him. but he loses contact w uncle and is told his mom was transfered to another hospital. mc loses a big envelopment and goes to his old house. he finds it there with watch. ceo finds him and noncons him. mc again sucks him not to share his secret. ceo tells him he will lock him up in his house and will eat and wear wtver he wants. mc wakes up there, and tells everything to ceo, asks him to find his mother. his secret was that his father was abusive and injured his mother so mc killed his father bc father didnt want to spend money on hospital. uncle helped hide body and cut his fingerprints, then he did it again himself.

last ch i read: 25, end of s1 PLOT: MC is an imae, they get power when have a naming ceremony, he lived w his mother and he prostituted himself to have food for her, the village despised them, there a nice official, one day he listens to another tribe talk and realize they will attack village and tries to go back but rapist finds him and rapes him, he wakes up later and finds his mother died. he was saved by a woman and now asks to kill the king of darkness for revenge bc he saw him next to his moms dead body. he goes w a group of imaes to palace and some of them are killed, until emperor sort of accepts that mc paints his portrait. mc meets ml2 there too. ml1 has a concubine, and mc gets a friend, another painter assigned to the cocunbine. at some point ml has sex with mc, which he is fine with bc the toxin spreds to mls body and his goal is to kill him, also to rob a sigilor whatever but yeah. ml2 always defends him whenever he can, and got into a fight with ml twice for mc, both times he gets injured. last time he went out and saw one of the imaes, on his way back hes taken by the imae that raped him at the beginning, begs him not to go but mc bites his dick and escapes, later he finds ml2 and at some moment theres a commotion and ml arrives, grabs mc and ml2 asks him to let him go, they fight. ml brings mc to his quarters and rapes him. one time mc wakes up after sex being chained, wants ml to set him free but he doesnt and rapes him, breaks 2 of his fingers. one time mc falls asleep on ml's chest and concubine arrives, sees them tgt and ml asks her to leave bc he just got him to sleep, this is after ml breaks his fingers and mc breaks one of his in return lol. mc wakes up next day without shackles so he goes to see his friend and his things. he also escapes to see ml2, he wasnt that injured but he grabs him while going away not to be discovered and asks him to help him heal, he does. mc blushes a lot around him. at one time ml2 gets to kiss him and mark him, ml sees this and mc also mentiobs ml2 name a lot so ml gets mad, and thats why he rapes him, jealousy. season 1 ends in emperor semmingly being affected by toxin.

last ch: 4 plot: bottom kidnaps 4 yo boy bc he thought he looked like his son who died, lived w him for 10 years raising him as his son. he gets captured. he goes out of prison 7y later. son kidnaps him and rapes him, threatens him not to run away and leaves him in an abandoned basement. tells him he'll live another 10y as his dad since his parents commited suicide bc he was kidnapped.

plot: mc saves ml, his sect dislikes ml but he defends ml, one day theres a profecy that a tragedy will happen and the sect starts treating ml worst, mc and ml fall in love and have sex, but when they did ml said he will never get away from him and mc mentioned he had sex w someone before which had ml choking him and being very posessive. hes like that w the rest of the sect bc they want to make moves on mc, one time one older guy tried to SA mc but is saved by ml and he almost kills him. mc defends ml again and ml asks him to leave w him but mc refuses, then his master dies and mc is framed, ml helps him escape but is given a drug and ml ties him when he notices hes the one that poisoned his master, tries to run away and sees his sect dead, he tries escaping until an abyss and decides to throw himself but survives > MC LOSES HIS MEMORY and ml takes care of him, is told theyre lovers, one guy meets them who was mcs father friend and wanted to tell him abt his sect but ml kills him first and mc doesnt know so they have to escape, they get into the city where physicians arent allowed and meet ml2 who used to be with ml before and is obsessed (not clear if they were ever tht tho), he rapes mc and then says if he tells ml he will kill both so hes silent then hes raped again by him and ml finds out marks on his neck, cant kill ml2 bc if he does he will tell emperor and emperor wants to kill both, when abt to cross bridge ml2 makes mc fall and ml falls to get him too and doesnt care if ml rats them out, mc is found by another guy, mc starts liking this guy (emperor? prince?), ml3. ml3 and mc have sex, dubcon, drug induced but mc kiiinda liked it, felt bad for btraying ml and for being raped by ml2. ml3 tells him hes found his lover ml. mc waits at a spot but is kidnapped by ml2. ml2 plans to kill/rape him, until ml arrives and kills him, mc also stabs him. mc and ml have reunion sex and go to the capital bc ml3 gave him instructiond to find a physician. that man is jisung, ml4, mc's original lover. he helps in treating mc's memories. mc finds out that ml hid that he knew abt his village/past, he gets angry, he gets close to ml4 and remembers he used to love him (childhoof sweethearts). ml gets very jealous and wants to kill ml4. ml rapes mc. Ml4 tells him he treats mc badly and ml tells him to back off. all three go to mc and physician's village. he remembers more stuff abt him and ml4 being lovers. one day people arrive (to hurt ml) and ml kills them. mc is told to hide but he goes out and hugs ml, feeling sorry that he had to kill. mc tells ml that hes wanted (ml4 told him), but he would stay by his side. Ml recalls that mc saved him when he was a kid, the only one offering to host him (ml had issues w goverment, used to be emperor or sth), ml fell for him. when he came back years later, his village people wanted to kill him, mcs father told him it was how theyll be able to survive. ml killed all of them, mc still doesnt know atp. mc falls ill. Mc remembers ml4 "abandoned" him but ml4 explains, the mcs main physician actually had both acting as prostitutes, bc they have to please nobles, he told ml4 the only solution is that he takes mc's place. MC almost has sex with him, thinks if he stays he'll fall for ml4 again so he decides to part ways. they separate and mc taked exam. becomed physician and ml4 is his sup. Ml3 whos actually the crown prince visits them and introduces correctly to mc, mc gets shy bc he had action with all three lol. Mc and ml got married btw they have rings. Ml4 is still trying to see if ml is culprit, girl doesnt confess. Crown prince (ml3, ml's cousin) beats up one of them (they went with others) and tells them to forget about it, mc cries bc all he wanted is to know the truth, still believes ml is innocent. Btw ml3 changed ml for being "wanted", mc was grateful. Now he noticed the crown prince's real face. crown prince wants to rape mc but he manages to stop him everytime. mc remembers and hides from ml. ml realizes mc knows. crown prince kidnaps both and asks mc to let him bed him to save ml's life. mc accepts and first theres a threesome then just rape after ml leaves the room. ml4 tries to help mc escape, mc refuses ml and says he doesnt love him anymore, ml transforms and becomes sura (he was suras incarnated but was running away from his fate bc he wanted a beloved and no wars), ml kills ml4, mc is captured by him, ml kills crown prince in a battle, mc is offered as human sacrifice. ml now has mc captive and mc tries to kills himself, never responds to ml's letters. manhwa ends w ml not repenting having become sure bc he now has mc.

last ch read: 27 end of s1 plot: red mansion is a place where worst of society is. mc has always lived there but now his parents are sick and he has to manage their mini market. hes ml's stalker, always anotating every interaction since hes a customer. one day he stops coming every 4d. but then he reappears, ml realizes mc is needy and their rs starts with ml telling mc to give him a bj since he looked like he could beg for it. he does and another day he thighfucks him and then actually penetrates him. mc keeps writting abt him in his diary until ml discovers hes a freak. ml is possessive, believes hes a whore but still does favors for him like helping him get parents at hospital and giving him a ride for drugs delivery, the bj happened when ml called him to his house before. mc's mom dies and hes so devastated he pays for drugs and he almost gets raped by another guy until ml arrives, he called him atm, he also punches him from time to time so #abuser lol. Mc is always bruised up bc gangsters gang up on him. Anyway mc reminds ml of himself so he tells him to get it tgt and fucks him. Next day hes more lucid, mc will stay to sleep at ml's house, reopens mini market but now same delivery guy pesters him twice, last time to almost kill him. ML arrives to save him again, ml installed cams on the market. ML also told his two twin brothers abt mc and him being a guy. ML says he'll keep mc around until he gets tired and throws him, and realizes he likes controlling him bc his parents only cared ab the twins nd he wants to feel hes needed/venered. mc LOVES being controlled so its a freak4freak situation lol.