The Abyss
last ch read: 44 plot: idol mc, has a stalker big guy, he offers to be his sponsor now that mcs group got separated and he had no jobs but mc rejects it. then out of nowhere he gets a cover magazine and that makes him popular, ml goes to his fansign, then is presented to mc as his bodyguard. mcs career is going well and he gets drunk one night and sleeps with bodyguard thinking its ex bf. except he gets a call from his ex bf who he had a scandal and decided to broke up with, one day when hes recording the ex bf appears, mc is scared but bodyguard defends him and avoids a rumour. mc forgets his phone at studio, goes back and meets ex again, slaps him and rapes him. btw before this mc had a experience where a guy wanted to enter into his apartment, sth abt the code and pad. he got scared bc it happened at 4am. one day he goes to his apt and finda broken glass, reports it but police doesnt do anything, bodyguard defends him. all of it was him btw. i think before this was the livestream where bodyguard hugged him idk. anyway so bodyguard offers his place and to stay tgt with mc. he accepts and bodyguard takes out the camera from his teddy bear, puts him so that mc finds it, he does and discovers he was filmed a long time ago, and that he had sex with ml. ml tells him he hid it for his sake and that ex bf mentioned sth abt it as if he knew so mc believes its ex bf. ex bf is out of the apt and starts yelling, mc lets him in to avoid scandal, puts him in his place but ex bf is abt to hit him when bodyguard steps in, and lets ex bf hit him. ex bf runs away, ml follows him and hits him, was abt to kill him but mc went to find ml. then they sort of sleep tgt > become bfs. ml becomes even more aggressive with time, risking mcs career bc he forces him to do it on public spaces. mc get angry but ml always manipulates him and mc wants to avoid fighting. mc gets a small role in a tv show, hes filming and gets to know other people, one guy in particular sort of flirts w him, ml goes crazy jealous and hurts himself on set to have mcs eyes on him and mc sees how he stabbed his palm himself. meanwhile mc kept asking others abt ex bf because he disappeared, ceo told him he was going outside of country and same as ex manager. THE TWIST(?) is that ex bf was the stalker who installed the cam, but still ml was another weirdo and is from a chaebol family so he has a lot of money and paid ceo for everything, as well as mcs apt and for more opportunities. he met mc when he was finishing highschool and was in love at first sight and mc told him his debut was accepted. present day > 1 month goes by and mc kept sort of avoiding ml. the last day of shooting comes and he was going to go to the dinner but ml suddenly appears, he pulls him and shouts at him, saying hes ungrateful and more, jealousy attack, mc gets scared and cries, he is saved by coworkers who saw him being pulled. mc decides to go w them. btw ml has mental issues due to sth in his childhood. mc comes back to home, finds ml, ml throws him around, rapes him even while mc is called on his phone and its that co-actor, mc gets angry and slaps him, wants to break up w him, except ml grabs him and hits him. END OF S1 S2 >>>> mc wakes up, ml put a ring on his finger, tells him theyre at their house and he will never let him go, mc is scared, tries to leave but ml shows that he slept for 2d and there were no news ab him and tells him hes paying ceo and ceo knows. he rapes mc, mc tells him no multiple times, ml hits him again. next day mc hides from him in the room, ml breaks windown from door and tugs his hair, later he rapes him again, director from company wants to find mc. mc keeps getting raped, hes lost weight. ml forcefeeds him but mc faints, then they go out in the snow for a walk, mc notices he has security all around the house. ml tells mc they can have another walk if he eats, mc sees an open window, sneaks out, mc jumps while ml watches him, twists his ankle and starts running towards the forest.
Dear Teddy Bear
last ch read: s1 finale 27 plot: bit confusing but old adopted brother mc x psycho younger adopted brother ml who murdered mcs bf(?) to have him to himself but he doesnt know, parents dead and they live tgt, mc has nightmares and looks like sth is inside the bear ml still has (camera?), ml2 appears who is a director and gives mc his card, mc told ml and ml took the card away. Director likes him so he invites him for dinner and he tells him directly he likes him, mc ends up coming home faster and ml is pissed at the dinner he had. mc avoided director for a few days until he helps him find his mothers pendant then its too late and director offers a ride. mc cant decline so they go tgt and director asks him if hed been avoiding him mc denies it but clarify it all, ml sees them outside the house, he grips directors hand and pulls mc away. mc tries to calm him down. mc gets drunk and ml does somno on him with thighfucking. all three meet at a store and ml takes mc away not letting him speak w mc. director speaks w him again at work, asking him to be his friend. ml crosses path w director and he tells him yijae doesnt have space for anyone else. director investigates ml. mc and ml go camping. ml blocks directors number from mcs phone. one day director calls him and discovers he was blocked, he knew ml did it. both have a reunion and director asks him his rs with ml, mc denies everything but then recalls an event of ml on top on him time ago (btw ml kisses him on ch 4), ml told he wanted to do it w him and was without a top. mc runs away and finds ml at the door, ml snaps and kisses him forcibly, then touches him but mc pushes him away. mc has a meeting w girl friend and she tells him to have a date w director and not gaf ab ml. mc plans a date on xmas w director, ml listens to that (has a spy audio wtver), and when mc comes back he asks him not to leave him, mc accepts. ml has a room full of mc pictures he took since hes a photgrapher and masturbated w one pic of him omg. anyway so director and mc go on a date they have fun and were abt to kiss until mc gets a call from hospital, ml "slipped" on the snow. mc gets a panic attack when he sees him and director is in the room; was abt to help but ml kisses him and that calms him down. ml and director get into a fight, mc sees him and thinks director is trying to hurt ml and tells him to leave. ml then acts all baby and asks mc not to leave him and to stop seeing director. mc accepts. mc has to cover another shift so he misses going home and tells ml he will see him on the inaguration day (taking day off). ml sees him and tells him to rest, mc agrees. he wakes up from nightmare and has panick attack, director rmrs what ml did and kisses mc. they have sex. director takes him to gallery, ml sees him and notices he has marks, back at home ml basically SAs him bc he tells him to stop multiple times, mc does kiss him voluntarily one time. mc also cuts off director to remain as employee and employer like WTF... pisses me off... not sure if i'll read s2 i really liked ml2 :(
PLACEBO: Let's Play
last ch read: 37 plot; two stepbrothers hate eo, younger brother made older one get hated/bullied in school bc he made the rumor he was a jerk and treated younger bad in front of others. now in college mc tries to avoid him but ml follows him and gets close to mcs friends, especially his bff(?) hes in love with. mc is used by the other with hypnosis, first its bjs then he gets to penetrate him. ml is jealous of bff and changes his gift. one time ml gets drunk and touches him outside of hypnosis. mc gets dreams of ml instead of bff as a effect of mls order during hypnosis. their parents come home and the day they leave they have sex outside of hypnosis but mc still doesnt know, hes just disoriented. then one time he jokes with bff ab dating eo and bff blushes, mc gets drunk and calls ml to pick him up, bff also goes but ml gets possessive
Ghost Gate
last ch I read on tmo: 35 plot: one day mc is doing extra time and finds his boss (whom he hates) masturbating, he tried to film it to blackmail him but he realized it and make him give a forced blowjob. mc thinks its his boss but it was actually a ghost taking his form. this continues with ghost harrassing mc and nonconing him, even following to his apt until at the office hes seen by a female coworker. video on his phone doesnt show to others, he doesnt delete it. one time hes raped by ghost he sort of realizes its not his boss as he believes but sth else, HERE IM CONFUSED bc keeps dreaming and waking up but idk if he remembers this, he doesnt know whats real or not lately. theres a side characters which is a bottom that appears to be ghost who used to follow boss, also theres sth with a bookmarker which mc touched in the first chapters. he follows boss around. mc had a talk with coworker but i wasnt hers actually but the ghost, hes frustrated mc sees him with other peoples form. but then actual boss arrives. im not continuing bc idk if its due translation or its not making sense fr
Toxin
last ch i read: 25, end of s1 PLOT: MC is an imae, they get power when have a naming ceremony, he lived w his mother and he prostituted himself to have food for her, the village despised them, there a nice official, one day he listens to another tribe talk and realize they will attack village and tries to go back but rapist finds him and rapes him, he wakes up later and finds his mother died. he was saved by a woman and now asks to kill the king of darkness for revenge bc he saw him next to his moms dead body. he goes w a group of imaes to palace and some of them are killed, until emperor sort of accepts that mc paints his portrait. mc meets ml2 there too. ml1 has a concubine, and mc gets a friend, another painter assigned to the cocunbine. at some point ml has sex with mc, which he is fine with bc the toxin spreds to mls body and his goal is to kill him, also to rob a sigilor whatever but yeah. ml2 always defends him whenever he can, and got into a fight with ml twice for mc, both times he gets injured. last time he went out and saw one of the imaes, on his way back hes taken by the imae that raped him at the beginning, begs him not to go but mc bites his dick and escapes, later he finds ml2 and at some moment theres a commotion and ml arrives, grabs mc and ml2 asks him to let him go, they fight. ml brings mc to his quarters and rapes him. one time mc wakes up after sex being chained, wants ml to set him free but he doesnt and rapes him, breaks 2 of his fingers. one time mc falls asleep on ml's chest and concubine arrives, sees them tgt and ml asks her to leave bc he just got him to sleep, this is after ml breaks his fingers and mc breaks one of his in return lol. mc wakes up next day without shackles so he goes to see his friend and his things. he also escapes to see ml2, he wasnt that injured but he grabs him while going away not to be discovered and asks him to help him heal, he does. mc blushes a lot around him. at one time ml2 gets to kiss him and mark him, ml sees this and mc also mentiobs ml2 name a lot so ml gets mad, and thats why he rapes him, jealousy. season 1 ends in emperor semmingly being affected by toxin.
Jueun
last ch i read: 31 plot: mc is an orphan that got adopted by a couple but when hes in hs they die, hes bullied, wants to die and is about to commit suicide but ml stops him and offers a family. he accepts and now hes his 'younger brother'. ML actually knows him from the past, hes an orphan too and found a baby in the forest after praying for a family, he took care of him but mc was adopted, decided to leave him bc ml couldnt give him a family and forgot their time together. mc doesnt know him now. they start living tgt but at times mc got jealous from seeing women close to ml. one time ml gets drunk and kisses him, next day mc thinks it was a mistake but ml tells him no, and proposed mc to accept that he wanted him as a lover and not a brother or ml would leave. mc stops him before he can go out and says he accepts. ml told him he'll give him time but on the same day he recieves a call and gets pissed off, goes to mc bedroom and handjob while he was asleep, mc wakes up, ml rapes him more than once. basically ml will leave if mc doesnt have sex with him, when mc wakes up after fainting ml makes that clear, mc cries bc ml never saw him as family. mc is too codependant of him, he rather have sex w him than be abandoned, but still noncon ofc. ml then tells him to prove it bc he didnt get to cum lol, rapes mc again this time he comes inside, mc faints again lol. btw that day mc goes out and sees his half brother(?), but doesnt tell ml so ml punishes him on that day. one day mc gets drunk and his friend calls ml, they hve sex bc mc is a bit more bold and ml cannot resist. another day mc receives a call abt visiting father, the one who separated him and ml when he was in hs, he doesnt want that to repeat, after ml talks with father mc hugs him and begs him to go home. it gets revealed that mc had sth to do with mc parents but ml wont let that secret come out, he didnt want to do it it seems... and half brother gets to know about it, hes jealous bc ml has all of his fathers attention. S2: mc is semt overseas to study as father wanted and brother had to comply,he drinks to forget, one time hes almost SA-ed by a guy, MC was sad bc brother didnt want him anymoee and stopped his advances (somno). Hes saved by brother who appears in the room??? Then they have sex in their own room or wtver idk what goes on lol.
2020
last ch read: 21 plot: due to his fathers debt mc is still in 3rd yr of hs despite being 20, he meets ganster and his group and becomes his courier, he has sex w him once gangster knows he isnt a minor. one time his grandmas house almost falls and mc runs in the rain for help to gangster and he helps. after that they keep having sex but behind everyone bc the rest think hes a minor and he has to keep his fake identity. mc wants to find his father, had no contact from him and was told to stay at island w grandma. he was adopted, and wanted to run away to gain money but granny stopped him and when ml comes back after some time; he reveals to mc granny had a daughter not a son, biological, which is the person he saw with ml (turns out it was an spirit?). one day mc goes to basement and sees ml killing someone, ml puts him in a room and rapes him to be a bad person so mc stays away from him.
10 Year Of Lies
last ch: 4 plot: bottom kidnaps 4 yo boy bc he thought he looked like his son who died, lived w him for 10 years raising him as his son. he gets captured. he goes out of prison 7y later. son kidnaps him and rapes him, threatens him not to run away and leaves him in an abandoned basement. tells him he'll live another 10y as his dad since his parents commited suicide bc he was kidnapped.
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