Monster In The Mist
Post apocalypse world; uke is a researcher who with his best friend is trying to get from slum to safety with other lower class citizens, saving people and fighting zombies. Uke had a crush on seme who was infected with a related prev virus and he soon finds out is infected with this one too and is half human half zombie due to antibodies of the first virus. Works to make a vaccine, cure, various politics and working with radicals and against/also with seme to save the world. Shounen ai until the specials which has some yaoi (a bit underwhelming, and realised due to tthe comments.. seme never came?? Wut). Fave due to unique and very immersive action packed story.
Placebo (yaoi)
Ore no Sub o Abaku na
Ch5 + bonus 2, end? Host sub has ignored his needs too long, meets up with dom from dating app. Sub is the only one to resist doms glare, trauma about people incl parents being too fearful of him and so dom is drawn to uke. Finds put he is a host, goes to work with him. Gentle dom, but hot sex. Strong sub, own trauma about not wanting to feel like an obedient dog. Feels, misunderstanding, possessiveness. Collaring.
Chou to Hana no Kankeisei
Interesting, seme has trauma and was prev uke in a child abuseish relo - now he finds this uke who is an M, realises he also is S for him after indulging and falling for him.
Love for Sale
Finished on another website + read the side stories. Seme meets uke at a conbini, where uke crying coz he is 40c short to buy his snacks. Uke poor, always worrying about money etc. His fam a bit neglect-y and he always hid his feelings so others didnt worry about him. Seme offers him money, uke drunk and accepts but later concerned what does seme want in return. Seme just wants to make uke happy and provide for him. Seme unable to love tho due to his lack of understanding of love, always people break up coz thats the only thing he cant give them. But uke stays anyway, realises seme loves in his own way and doesnt even understand himself. Eventually feelings resolve, they move in together and later engaged.
Saturday's Master
Ch34. Uke whidtleblower at work, asks to transfer into semes division - seme says uke isnt qualified but he'll let him if he sleeps with him every saturday for 3 months. Uke reluctantly agrees, being gay and affirms he has had sex before. However uke crying all the time, overly innocent etc vs seme into bdsm/pain. Seme introduces safe word to manage ukes fears, seme looks like he might be getting feels as he is starting to feel hurt by uke drawing lines bw them. Tells uke its time to fuck now - uke terrified, hints in flashbacks that uke was gang raped in school and expecting seme to be awful too. Sex with seme is good, uke wondering why he was so afraid, allows seme to stay the night at hotel w him, asks seme basically whether theyre monogamous. Season2, uke looking at pic of sisters graduation, gets call from mum asking to send them money and berates his about being gay etc - flashback after the sexual assault in ukes youth, mum goes 'boys will be boys' in excusing the offenders. Uke feeling crap, wants to cry, asks seme to do their session tonight, a work night, and lies that he has a fam thing on the weekend. Seme knows its a lie but takes uke to his place, sexytimes, spanks for lying, uke cums and more spanks for cumming without permission. Sleeping in semes arms, uke feeling comfort he cant get without pain, means a lot to him, seme holding back from more fucking. Meeting up at semes house, seme has to go to work but decided to have quickie instead
Fucked by My Best Friend
Ch63. This is straight and yaoi! Uke and seme have rep for being players, always hitting on girls and doing threesomes etc. One of the girls unhappy with uke wants him to see what its like being a girl on the other side of this treatment and drugs him with a gender changing medication. Seme finds uke, hits on him in his girl form but realises from his stomach scar he's his male friend. He fucks him anyway haha. They find that uke turns into man when he's fucked and came inside - semen balance needed, or he turns back into girl when he orgasms. Seme gives uke a dry orgasm as a guy, and then uke starts catching feels. Uke realises seme likes him too, asks seme about it, seme says always loved you as a man, dont care about your gender. They start dating. Doctor helping them with finding a cure. Another player kidnaps uke and feeds him another pill to try and keep him as a girl - seme saves uke before sexual assault, feeds guy a pill and he becomes a girl (so they can make player tell them more info re pills). Gonna give player girl to doctor haha.
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