AliceInYaoiLand's manga / #smut(465)

The only reason this isn't good is Aoi the asshole. He is a strange character that is bad, but not really bad?? Boy just has a different set of emotions and mindset than the average person. Toxic asf tho. Aside from him, and the parts of the story revolving around his toxic choices, the story is actually okay. The true top is really very good to the uke and I honestly love them together. The cliche of already knowing the uke prior, etc. was there, but I wasn't too annoyed about it. I actually enjoyed this read in the end, because their relationship was so healthy and the top is surprisingly loveable. I was shocked there was no r*pe in this, especially because it has this type of plot. See?!?!? You can write it without r*pe!! Authors take notes!! Also, I really loved the portrayal of the uke's mindset revolving Aoi. How toxic love, desperation, lack of self respect, was shown here. How lost you can be in someone and surrender yourself to them despite it being unhealthy. It was a very accurate portrayal. I loved that the top wanted to save him from that and protect him. In the end, he was shown what real love is and how toxic and fake Aoi's form of affection for him was. So happy about the way the top handled things in the end. Happy for their happiness.

This uke.. omg... It's so painful... His mindset just DRIVES ME FUCKING CRAZY I MEAN WTF IS WRONG WITH HIS HEAD I KNOW HE ISN'T REAL BUT WTF WHAT WHY I CAN'T STAND YOUUUU OMG WHY DO YOU DO THIS AND THAT AND WHY YOUR BRAIN IS JUST WHYYY I'm mad about this cliff hanger. The only character I like is Woobin poor Woobin you love a complete idiot omg an insensitive, selfish, oblivious, idiot. This uke is definitely one of the highest ranking omfgwhatiswrongwithyoustopit ukes of all time just ugghhhh Omg wait I actually really like the side couple. Started so toxic but they're actually perfect for each other. Their bedroom scenes are also pretty good tho I prefer them over the main couple for sure

I don't care much about the first story but omg the second story. My heart is WRENCHED. I feel so bad for Jinha. I can feel how suffocated he is. Curse my overactive empathy even for nonexistent people! I'm so invested in finding out the truth. Hopefully the second season is released this year