好吃的馒头's manga / #shounen ai(24)

so basically this shit wasted 3 hours of my life and i have 3 assignments due today it's currently 12:34 am please send help,,, anyways, i was really enjoying the mystery vibes at the beginning and i loved seeing jesse piece together a narrative, clue by clue. however i think it lost that initial feel when we got into the flashbacks from law's pov. at that point, us readers had to try and see how the flashbacks tie into why law put jesse into the moritat. it kinda feels like we're jesse in the moritat, trying to figure out law's intentions. (that thought kinda scares me though, living in a world with moritat? freaky shit) the ending was super,, uh? confusing? i think this whole thing was kinda confusing. that leaves a lot of the manhwa open for interpretation though. in the end, i have conflicted feelings about this manhwa. is that really the end? it feels so unreal, like there should be a few more chapters for a more satisfying ending. are we not going to address the fact that jesse is not fucked up from his experiences in the moritat? that shit would've done some things to me. but the real mystery is, this author. i tried looking for the raws and official english (there was a link on mangadex) on lezhin, but it wasn't there. i can't find this manhwa on other pirate sites either. it feels like only a tiny amount of people know about this and it's weird. what happened with the copies on lezhin? are there really no legal ways to obtain a copy of this anywhere anymore? i've searched up the author and artist and they have another work called radio storm on ridistorm (korean manhwa (and novel?) website). ugh i don't know why this bothers me so much but it does. i wonder if i will be able to sleep tonight (especially considering all the work i have to do haha)