Noa's manga / #UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH UPDATE PLS(86)

ch 97 Hanuel, whose hobby was collecting pictures of his unrequited love, Chanil. However, he was caught by Hyunwoon, the head of the same class, by mistake. Okay where to start....Hanuel who fell in love with his best friend and childhood friend, kissed him when he was over his place when he was asleep, only he wasn't, he was awake- he was disgusted and told him to leave his place now. Then later when they saw each other in school the guy who was disgusted manipulated him into saying it was not a drunken mistake and that he truly has feelings for him by saying that "for him the kiss felt good" so he confessed, only for him to take the poor guy to a classroom sit him on a chair and put a blindfold over his eyes. He thought he was kissing the guy he loved, his best friend but it was a fat guy who said that his childhood friend forced him. After that he got bullied severely at school, his mother founds out and they move after he graduates. He of course traumatised and experiencing horrible nightmares he takes his medicine (sometimes) but stops later. The boy Hyunwoon who lost his mother when has was in third grade I believe, his father who confessed to the dead mother not knowing his young son was lisiting to him that he wished that his son died instead of his wife, and that he can't stand him. Growing up with a nanny who left him, his dad that was never home, and a new stepmother every year, he grew up with a mentality that he was going to be abnonded by everyone so he takes comfort in the fact that Hanuel doesnt change no matter what he tells him (about his stepmothers) Now Hanuel is no longer in love with Chanil but with Hyunwoon, he understood at one point that Chanil reminded him of his best friend and now that Chanil had a girlfriend (that Hyunwoon set up becuase he wanted Hanuel to stay by his side (not realising he was in love with him yet). Hyunwoon confessed to Hanuel and they started dating, but are careful to not be revealed as a couple by his classmates. Now shocking confession is when Hyunwoon tell that he had a professor he thought of as his dad, took him to the zoo, had him in reading and writing after-class, but one day "he was forced to do it" (blowjob? based on the picture) when he was in third-grade and after that he was affected of course (peed in classroom when the professor touched him on his shoulder and never returned to "reading and writing after-class" CLIFFHANGER

the end...cried a little bit at the end but so tired of rereading this one so for now I will take a long break the end wasn't as good as I wanted but I'm satisfied.

ch 51

ch 36

ch 27

ch 7 - nooo why did it leave with a cliffhanger! Need updates asap total ch 27

ch 90 reread up to 90

ch 255

ch 47 Total ch 94+

ch 14 - emotional - being called fake daughter all the time as a child, locked in the attic - her nanny died the only one who showed her love - the prince likes her but she tells him nothing