YSP Lover's manga / #Re-read(509)

Maki-san was the sadist seme who loves Ren deeply in his heart but the one who Ren loves wasn't him yet his brother. Maki-san was met completly imprinting was called Arata from extraction of Amamiya's data before a day of his birthday. Arata didn't know why why... he wanted to be with Maki-san badly even they just met or that was the memory from Ren? Their stories started from that day until the day that Maki-san said he wanted to cancel Arata imprinting to make sure Arata would like to stay with him after he has canceled it. "The one Ren love wasn't me, but my brother. But my brother was straight and married so he used me, who looked like him, as a substitute. We were similar in not only our bodies but our voices as well... if he closed his eyes it must have felt like he was with my brother. I didn't know anything and treasured him, I did anything for him... and bought him everything he wanted because I believed Ren's heart was completely mine. So for 7 years before you came... I have kept it bottled up. Surprisingly, it was changed recently thinking that your feeling for me is the imprinting makes me undeniably lonely." sadist Maki-san said.

Love between Hinata and Midori. "Midori is someone who's been taking good care of me ever since I was very young. Even since my only remining family, my mother, passed away. He's tall and he has a beautiful face. He's so smart that there are times when I wonder whether there's anything he doesn't know. When I was a child, I dreamt of being like him one day. But above all the fact that Midori and I ared different is always proven by his beautiful green eyes." "Just who is Midori, and what kind of relationship does he have with me? To be honest, I'm scared that one day, Midori will also leave me. My dad, my mom, as well as my grandmother, everyone gradually disappeared. So now the only one left is Midori." "I'd always hoped that Midori could depend on me as much as I depend on him. If only it was like that, I wouldn't be worried that he'll leave one day. Maybe we might be able to stay together forever." "It hurts but I don't know what this pain in my chest is... Is it because I'm afraid of Midori? or is it because we won't be able to live together like we did before? You were the one who let me go, so why are you touching me so gently? I'll misunderstand, what if Midori like me the same why I like him? Why did Midori choose me?" "I'm glad I didn't lose him, I'm glad I didn't make the wrong choice."

Love Moroe-sama and Senju. "Last night I was held by this man. Moroe-sama's unclothed body, his chest, arms, waist... The dark and voluminous hair below his waist, even the part proud and standing. Everthing was so firm to the point that i was blinding, I was a little afraid."

Start of the story was messy and boring, in middle was super worst because of seme's past he had sex without love, every partners it seems his life was the hell. After fell in love, just knew the past was worst but it already done for long time and you cannot change anything.

I gave up on Kou's character but I fell in love more and more with Ao. This manga is problematic on a few levels, but the only character that I could summon any sympathy for was Ao. His feelings about admitting to his lie were heart-wrenching in a way few yaoi mangas are. Every time the uke would cheat, I would feel my frustration levels rising. And they doubled when Ao would forgive him easy as anything. Once, the uke didn't even have to confess and Ao forgave him! Truly a saint, if not for the lying. Which is a major part of his motivation for everything. Why he forgives the cheating uke and would do anything for him. That and his irrefutable love. The other seme was almost a non-entity. I didn't particularly like or dislike him and he might as well could have been anyone. The uke was a waste of air. He spends the whole manga confused and conflicted and sleeping with the other seme any chance he got. He almost had me convinced that he was actually going to resist the other seme's advances at one point, but then he proceeded to sleep with him anyway. Overall, Ao should have rode off into the sunset with the other seme(turned uke). Then the uke could have went and got drunk and slept with whoever he deemed attractive enough before he got wasted, like he did at the party in the beginning of the manga.