YSP Lover's manga / #Re-read(509)

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Narasaki Naoto and Oogaki Kaoru Narasaki Naoto shoplifted in high school and once he was seen by a senpai in the year above him at that time, he was sick of his family, other people and above all himself. Yoshimura-senpai was the only person, apart from his family who accepted the real him. Ever since then, he started hanging out with him more. Gradually, he wanted him to need him, to acknowledge him and he started wanting to stay by senpai's side forever. Oogaki Kaoru became a detective just wants to make Naoto-san suffer but the true was he wants to protect him. I was always going along with what my parents told me to do, pretending to be the perfect version of myself.. the version people around me wished me to be. There's no way you'd like and empty shell like me. That's why I was happy to just be by your side... but in the end, I realized that you'd always be out of my reach. I'm not capable of binding you to me. In reality, sometimes no matter how much you desire someone, you still can't have them. I wonder why... I felt a little shocked when he said I was only staying 'cause of his money. People are kind to others when they're lonely because they want to feel needed. The pleasant feeling I get... when I'm needed by him might be the closet to love. I was conceited to think... he wouldn't let go of my hand. I couldn't blamed him for leaving me... I couldn't do it... because I love him. I knew love would be suffocating and painful that love could be something so warm and endearing.

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