mochidays's manga / #Rape(20)

voice typing: that was a train wreck. So many emotions I don’t know how I feel. This was definitely a interesting plot line. You can feel the psychological issues that all the characters go through. The pedophile was in love with Yui simply because he was envisioning himself as him. he had ongoing issues from his past and so he decided to destroy another’s. Along with this, Yui fell in love with this pedophile because of his trauma that the pedophile inflicted on him because of the pedophile that inflicted on him. this is the definition of scary. I feel for the characters trauma but I don’t wish for their happiness and love. truly a one-of-a-kind manga.

this is soooo messed up. 10/10 - chap 13/15 (?)

this is so peak. was so fucking cool of a concept. loved the ending so bad.

art was meh. plot confused me a lot at the start bc i thought they were dating already. the rape made 0 sense. neither did their feelings.

this is too shit stains that meet each other one should stain is really manipulative and hold power over the other shit stain and somehow the ending is happy?? I don’t know. I liked it a lot to be honest. xD

ok, so everyone gives the male lead a lot of shit—fair enough, because he did have unconsensual sex with the main character. but the thing is, he was very heavily drugged at the time and doesn’t remember it at all. he even goes out of his way to figure out who the main character slept with because he has no memory of it being himself. that’s why it’s hard to fully hate him: yes, it was unconsensual, but he genuinely didn’t know it was happening. a lot of people also dislike the main character because he comes off aloof. it’s not exactly that he’s dumb—he’s actually really smart—it’s more that he’s absent-minded, socially unaware, and a bit naïve. there are plenty of decisions he makes where i was like, “yeah, he’s smart.” after the unconsensual incident, he even researched what he should do, recognized that it was wrong, and acknowledged it as such. but he didn’t hate the male lead for it, since he knew he was drugged. i’ve only read up to season one (since season two isn’t out yet), but i really enjoyed it. i kind of love the trope where one of them is “evil” or a bad person, but has a soft spot for the aloof one who trusts them completely. i especially like the dynamic where the main character calls up the male lead whenever he needs something, and the male lead just does it, even though he’s this big bad wolf type. honestly, i enjoyed this way more than i expected to. i didn’t think i’d like it that much, which is why i didn’t let it sit before reading, but it turned out great. i’ll probably reread the whole thing once it’s finished.

dare I say peak?

wow

don’t ask me why I read this. I couldn’t tell you. I really have nothing important to say just shame. Shame shame on me. Holy shit. Shame on me.

100% just grooming. this is kinda insane