kei_k's manga / #Manhwa(226)

This love-hate relationship. Oh, so complicated. In another perspective, it may be assumed that at some point, Mookyul was in love with Pres, that's why when Sangchul said about him being Pres' lover, he was agitated to ask if the Pres himself told him they were lovers. Because that's how he wanted to be, ever since they started having sexual relations. However, he can't just assume he's his lover when he hasn't said it himself. That's why all he could do was become his dog. Not even a son! Because he himself knows that a father is not supposed to have those relations with a son. So he's left at being a dog. Because he can only act how Pres wants him too. He's craving for the love that Pres is making him feel, but not completely. He has sex with others because he wants Pres to actually care about it and tell him to stop. That he's supposed to do those things only to him. Well, in a way, I guess he holds on to the hope that Pres will own him completely, so he only takes the seme role, to preserve his manhole only to the Pres. It's like, he'd only uke to the Pres. Well, he did tell Ewon that he's willing to take the uke role for him (signifying his love for Ewon has surpassed his love for Pres), but we still haven't seen it happen. In another DJ, there was a time where Ewon was seducing him and Mookyul asked if he wanted to top, and Ewon said yes.. He agreed, but only with a condition that Ewon is yet to surpass. I wish he'd just really let Ewon top him because I'm too bothered by my theory that Pres will be the only one to top him all his life.. Ugh.. : edit: 06/16/19 ~ It's now clear that Mookyul was never an uke and never had penetrative sex with Pres.. But I'm still hurt over it, 'cos I still consider doing everything else to be cheating. Uggggh.. I mean, I understand their point, but still can't accept it personally. It's just so unfair. On one hand, I want Mookyul to finally have his lover after all that he's been through, but on the other hand, I don't want him to be with Ewon 'cos he just can't leave Pres and whatever they do behind. Ughhhhh

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