kei_k's manga / #Yaoi(445)

It was so-so. No real resolution. I didn't feel much remorse from the seme, and feel like the incident was brushed off lightly. Like, c'mon. it was too serious to the point that he had to be hospitalized. It was painful and embarassing since his family had to know of it in that way... I think the author thought that the seme acted "considerate" and showed that he's changed when he refused to be "seduced" even when he wanted to have him so much, but that's not really it, you know? That's just like avoiding the spilled milk instead of coming back to wipe it clean. It may be a bit sticky after that, but at least it would more likely return to its original state. I liked how the uke opposed him but I wish he resisted more and made him suffer a bit more..

It was cute for the most part, but I wanted to know more about the seme's tribe and the seme himself. It would've been good to see how he acted when he wasn't with the uke, too. Just, you know, it feels like the characters weren't fleshed out at all. And everything was just too convenient. I wish there was more.

Back-to-back stories which includes infidelity. Meh. 1st Story: Since the beginning, there was an affair. Yagi Tomoya has a wife and daughter but he's kept a male lover who's a genius surgeon, Iori. They have sex in one of Tomoya's patient's room especially after Iori's surgery sessions. The room they use is of a patient who's been in coma for 5 years. Anyway, Tomoya is aware of his betrayal to his family but he doesn't file a divorce because he still hasn't heard Iori say he loves him. It's an ironic feeling for him. He wants him to say those words and he'll give up his family, but at the same time, he clings that he doesn't say it so his sin's gravity won't increase. Until one day Iori says he's received a proposal to be married with a professor's daughter... It's like, the last string snapped within Tomoya so he asks Iori to just say the words and he'd choose him so they can finally be together for real. However, Iori didn't want him to destroy his family bec he feels that it's the reason why Tomoya didn't divorce his wife during the time they were together. So he lies and hurts him with his words, to not be mistaken with love and sex.Of course, that's a low blow to Tomoya. He begs to at least embrace him that night but he claims he's on call so he won't do it and they're done. While on call, Iori was called for an emergency patient who's involved in a DUI Traffic Accident, the patient being Tomoya. He was still conscious as he clung on his "gift" for Iori, which was his white lab gown (bec Iori said earlier that it's what he wanted for his birthday). He gave it to him since it was only 11:45pm and still his birthday. Anyway, the operation, though difficult, was successful. However, Tomoya fell into a coma. Of course, Iori blamed himself as he recalled their last moment together, with Tomoya desperately clinging to him. He agonizes over it in their "love room" and he shouts "I love you" like what Tomoya wanted... only to have the 5-year comatosed patient, Tachibana Sou, wake up. Moving on, Iori moved to a country hospital, still guilty over what's happened to Tomoya since he's still unconscious. Then, an accident occurs and he once again come face to face with Tachibana Sou, who claimed to wake up because of Iori's confession. Of course, Iori insisted that wasn't meant for him but Sou clung onto him insisting to replace Tomoya. Seeing Sou reminded him of Tomoya again so he drowned himself with alcohol again only to find Sou at home wearing Tomoya's lab gown. Of course, he hallucinated and clung onto him and kissed him only to realize it was Sou. Then Sou insisted on them fucking and Iori just gave in, still thinking about Tomoya. Anyway, Sou continued to stay there and he even burnt the lab gown. He's actually supposed to say how he woke up even before Iori's confession and that Tomoya knew it and he told him about his feelings for Iori and how he's not qualified as a doctor, moreover a human, but he decided not to tell him because he wanted Iori to forget about him and love him instead. So then he continued to seduce him until Iori gets fucked by him, because Iori felt that the pain he felt was better than just drowning in alcohol. They continued to fuck until one time, when Iori felt asleep and Sou covered him with blanket and tells him "I love you" he replies that "I love you too, Tomoya" and Sou just realized that he still couldn't replace him despite them fucking a lot. So he then mentioned that Tomoya couldn't have committed suicide (this was why Iori felt guiltier; during their last conversation, Tomoya something like he's just about to go crazy, and his expression when Iori said the hurtful words was too heartbreaking. He thought maybe Tomoya really just committed suicide because he couldn't stand the heartbreak.) because he actually thought the situation over and that he really loved Iori. Hearing this made him more motivated to stay by Tomoya's side and tell him he loves him until he finally woke up, but with partial amnesia. When Sou meets them in the hospital, he shows Iori that he's got back to school (He's a 1st year junior high school student since he missed 5 years worth of school despite being 19) and already has a boyfriend so Iori didn't need to worry about him anymore. Anyway, what really pissed me off about this, aside from Tomoya's indecisiveness with regards to his relationship, was the betrayal I felt when Iori slept with Sou. Okay, don't get me wrong. I am also a woman, and I bet I'm expected to sympathize more with his wife, but since the main leads in this story were Tomoya and Iori, I rooted for them nonetheless. Besides, at this point, I didn't even know what his wife was really like, besides Tomoya saying she was a gentle wife (which of course, turns out in the sequel that she didn't have pure motives and feelings for Tomoya since the beginning either). What I wanted was for Tomoya to man up and divorce his wife if he truly loved Iori. I mean, I suppose a lot of people would say it's okay to keep the marriage and just continue with the affair if unable to end it, for the sake of the child. However, do people actually believe that doing this would be better? Isn't the family already broken regardless if the marriage was kept or not? That just feels like a formality, and honestly, if I were the child, I'd rather have them divorce because it feels more frustrating to think that two people bound by a commitment are committing adultery. In cases like this, even not in marriage... even in unwed couples... I'd rather have them break up than keep up the farce of dating or being wed when they actually have other partners whom they truly love. I care less if the society would think bad of me being divorced for example. because I'd rather divorce and be with another more freely than feel cheated. Anyway, back to Iori and Sou. I was just truly hurt. Others may claim that Iori didn't really cheat on Tomoya because even when he and Sou had sex, he still only loved Tomoya. OH C'MON, THIS IS FRUSTRATING! Maybe it's just me, but for me, if you truly love someone, you'll treasure the things you do with him, including SEX! Okay, so a lot of people nowadays believe that love and sex don't go hand in hand, since people can have sex without love easily since it's an activity for pleasure. But I personally don't feel that way. For me, sex is a very intimate act that I'd only do with someone I'm mutually in love with. Yes. Mutually in love. I personally still refuse to have sex with a guy I love if I know that he doesn't really feel the same for me. I mean, for me, what's the point of doing that? Maybe it's just me, because I don't really find sex pleasurable; I find it rather troublesome so I only want to make that effort for my partner. So yeah, even if Iori felt that having sex with Sou was his punishment, it still frustrated me. Especially after Sou told him what he knew and requested to be fucked by him one last time before he returns, this time as Sou not Tomoya. And guess what? Iori agreed. Yeaaaah. Which made me feel worse. Like, really? How can you still do that?! Okay, I tried hard to understand (though I still haven't accepted it) that being fucked by Sou is his punishment, but fucking Sou for the second time, this time, as he really is? Dude, this time, you're fully aware of it, consented, and yes, your cheating just got worse. I felt horrible, thinking, what if I were the one in coma and my boyfriend did that with another girl? Ugh. So frustrating!!! Oh, I just remembered! Perhaps it wasn't really cheating since they apparently broke up on the rooftop, right? When Iori walked away on him after refusing him? I'm not quite sure, since at the time Tomoya was rushed in the hospital and he asked Iori to say that they're over (so he can truly give up), Iori shouted that it's not over and they will never be over. I dunno. But that just made it seem like they truly aren't over yet. But that just brings me back to my raging point of cheating/betrayal. So, what, since Tomoya couldn't remember their relationship anyway, it's okay to just leave it in the past since they can just start anew? Duuuude. I dunno what to feel about this. Sure, time is short, and as I've decided before it would be a waste to dwell on the mistakes done in the past rather than enjoying the present or planning for the future. But this sort of thing is something I can't let pass easily, you know? Because they're committed! There! I said it! Like I mentioned earlier, I'd rather have the commitment broken early than feel cheated or betrayed. Besides, something like betrayal or cheating is too much for me to handle and forgive easily. Sure, I may eventually forgive but I'm pretty sure I'll never forget. And there will always be a voice at the back of my mind whispering, "If he was able to do it before, how can I know or guarantee that he won't do it again?" So yeah, I'm too frustrated with this first story that even though the second story also involved the similar infidelity plot, I felt it was less aggravating than the former. Oh, I just remembered the scene of those two seme and I feel like taking back my word. It doesn't matter if they didn't actually have sex. Kiss and skinship mean a lot to me when it comes to couples as well. Ughhhh!!! Reallyyyyyy... I feel like I'm too petty for being frustrated about kissing people other than your partner (especially because others use the excuse of kisses being the way of greeting in some foreign countries). Like wait, if I'm not mistaken, sure, maybe smack on the lips is the most extreme greeting, but once you open your mouth, that's totally different. Besides, I don't think I can take a stranger kissing me on the lips anyway. I mean, I remember that one time when we went to Sri Lanka and some relatives (whom I don't even know/remember) greet us and when I saw them greeting lips to lips, I just knew I had to avoid it. I'm not sure if I offered my cheeks instead or pulled my lips in so that only the skin around my lips would touch theirs, but I'm sure I didn't let them kiss me directly on the lips. Especially because there were also guys, and even with grown women, I didn't feel it was okay for me to let them kiss me there. So anyway. What I'm saying is that I'm just too uncomfortable with such gestures that I can only actually do them with my partner. Erk. Got too carried away but I don't really feel like talking about the second story since I didn't feel an ounce of love anyway so yeah. Anyway, overall, I didn't feel the love among the characters. I mean, basically, what's shown to us was mostly of them fucking or wanting to fuck, without really getting to know each other, you know? There wasn't much of a build up at all. I mean, sure, I believe that love can arise from FWB relationships, but I'd only really believe it if they actually got to know more about each other, rather than just feeling each other, you know? So yeah. Stories like these just make me believe less in love. Because, you see, if love is like this? I'd rather not love again. I just realize that I can't truly trust someone else's feelings. Ahhhh makes me frustrated. I can't get over the fucking-with-someone-while-my-lover-is-comatosed scenario because I imagine it. What would I feel if I were in that situation? Of course, this goes three-way as usual. First, if I were the one in coma: I would feel very hurt that my boyfriend cheated on me because I can't be with him. I'd be so frustrated and think that what if we were to be in a long distance relationship, or if we were to part for some time, would he do it with another person then? Oh, but then again, in this case, I'd wake up with partial amnesia so I don't remember about being wed and even having a kid, moreover, having an affair with the person I truly love. Since I don't feel the same feelings before, how would I deal with my lover now, especially if I were to find out what he did while I was out? Should I just let it pass since it was me who made him feel lonely anyway? Should I call it quits since I don't remember him anyway and I don't have the right to hate him since it's not like I currently love him the way I did anyway? Should I forgive him since forgetting him actually hurt him as well, so he's also suffering? I mean, in this case, I'm basically a free person. I'm not bound to anyone, so perhaps I should let it go, and if ever my memories come back, how should I deal with it? Just let it pass since it already happened and we already started anew anyway? I guess if it were me, I'd break it off with everyone. Sure, this is a very serious situation, especially because I'm supposed to be married. But hey, what should I do about it? Should I just go with the flow, since I will eventually remember? But what if I don't? Do I really want to waste my time forcing myself to do things with them when I don't really feel it's right? It's tough, especially if for example, my husband is actually the one I loved the most, so separating with him is supposed to be heartbreaking, especially if after we separated and he's moved on, I'd get my memories back and regret ever letting him go. I think if this actually happens, I should just keep it to myself. Sure, I can just go and tell him at least something like, "Hey, I remember everything now. I actually really loved you and never wanted to let you go no matter what. But because I did, and you already found happiness even without me, I would completely let you go now. Even if I'm actually hurt with what's happened to us, I'm thankful that you at least found your light. I wish you genuine happiness with her because you totally deserve to be happy. I just want you to know that I'm thankful for everything we shared and it was truly the best. Thank you, and goodbye, my love." While I doubt this will make him waver and come back to me, he might think about it more than expected and that might just make a crack in their now happy relationship. I wouldn't want that. I think it'd be pathetic of me to do so because it'd feel like I'm making him feel guilty and regretful. But hey, if I don't say that, can we really stop wondering "what could've been?" Maybe I can just say, "Hey, I remember everything now. I just want to thank you and again, I'm sorry. I wish us both the best of luck and love. See ya!" I mean, imagine, if after I break it off with everyone, I meet another guy whom I fell in love with? What would he feel when I get my memories back and meet my ex? Wouldn't he feel insecure, thinking I might still love my ex? But I guess even if that happens, I won't cling on the past. I mean, here he is, I already have a man I love now. It's regretful that the love I felt was the greatest had to end tragically, but if I consider it carefully, it might have actually just been a phase for me to be able to meet my current partner. In short, if I were to lose my memories, I wouldn't cling onto my past. It's something I learned from a manga I read earlier, like, even if someone claims to be my lover, it's not like it's guaranteed that I'd get the feelings back. Sure, we may try, like how they usually do to deal with it. Like, doing or going to places we've been together before, but there's no guarantee, you see? So this will just hurt that person more. So, perhaps, what I want to do it to give it a chance. Say, for a week. Let's be together and do the things we used to do, see the places we used to go to, all those stuff. If I don't remember even a single thing, I'd break it off with him. This is tough, but it's not like I'm the same person he loved anyway. He may say that he loves me regardless, but how can he, when he doesn't really know what I am currently? So yeah. I'd like to break it off with him and only give him another chance if he promises not to look for my old self anymore, because I can never be the same girl. If he'd still cling onto the hopes that I might remember soon, I'd rather not be with him and start anew --- meet new people, establish new relationships, and be more confident about who I currently am. The past may define who we are now, but that doesn't limit what we are able to do both in the present and in the future. Gosh, I got too carried away that it went off topic. But anyway, on to the second choice, if I am the lover of someone who went into coma and I feel like if it weren't for how I rejected him earlier, he wouldn't have had the accident: I'd feel so bad and guilty. I am a sinner since I got into an affair with him despite knowing he has a family whom he didn't truly want to let go despite claiming his love for me. But I know we'e mutually in love. If I actually listened to him and told him my true feelings... If he really divorced his wife and we get back together for real, I'm afraid that he'd still be consumed with guilt for letting them go. It would feel like he still isn't completely mine. So, what should I do if for example, I'm not a doctor. I can't just visit him freely since he has a family. I might feel too guilty that I'd want to punish myself, like Iori did. But can I really just have sex with someone else to ease my feelings? I don't think I will. I guess, if it were me, I'd wait for him to wake up and talk to him properly before taking a lover. But then again, there's no guarantee that he's wake up soon, you see? Moreover, even when he wakes up, he's not gonna remember me. But, I guess, if it were me, I'd still wait, even if it takes a long time. If I truly feel guilty, I'd rather atone by remaining single. What should I do when he wakes up then?So, let's say he has partial amnesia and can't remember me or his family. Can I just say that I'm his lover, or should I wait until he himself remembers me? I guess what I'd do is ask him what he wants to do. Does he want to recover and stay with his family regardless of not remembering them, or does he want to create new memories instead? I think it'd be hard to tell him I'm his lover once he knows he has a family because he'd feel more guilty to learn that he's been having an affair. So I guess I won't tell him about our relationship and wait for his answer. If he says he wants to remember the person he loves the most, I'd help him. If he still refuses to divorce, I'd let him go completely. I wouldn't want to force him to accept me just because he used to love me. Besides, can I really be confident to say that I love the guy in front of me when I barely know his current self? I think bringing up his old self would hurt him more because it's like his current existence is being denied and his old existence is being forced to take over. Anyway, I'd decide depending on his answer. I'd want to make it up to him. If he says he really couldn't remember me and I'm being troublesome, I'd go even if it hurts. As much as I'd like to cling onto him until he remembers me, it'd be pretty pointless unless he truly feels that way for me again. So yeah. I won't take another lover as an act of atonement. Third, if the person I love is suffering for his forbidden love who's in coma: Shall I take advantage of his loneliness to show him that he doesn't need to suffer alone because I'd always be with him? Shall I force myself onto him, saying it's okay to use me as a replacement until he forgets her? Can I really be okay with that? NO. Like I said earlier, even if I love someone, I wouldn't give myself to him unless we're mutually in love. It'd be pointless for me to make him love me that way. I would never ask him to sleep with me, much more think of me as a substitute. I am me. I won't stoop that low even if I love someone too much that I just want to bring him happiness. Because if that's what I really want to do, I can just be a friend instead. Without those benefits, of course. I don't want to take advantage of him. If I'd present myself as a friend, I'd keep myself in check to make sure that I won't expect more. I'd sincerely be his friend. If it feels like he himself couldn't take it anymore and he feels lonely and he needs warmth, I can just stay beside him but I wouldn't let him kiss me. I'm not sure if I'd allow myself to hug him because hugs are seriously too awkward for me, but I guess not, eh? If he needs warmth, I won't give in to to the tempting skinship. If he says he'd find it elsewhere instead, I'd let him, but only after making him guilty about cheating on his lover in coma. If he insists and actually do it with another person, I wouldn't tolerate him and seriously feel disappointed.

I've read this for a couple of times already but haven't tagged it. Anyway, it's cute but definitely needed more..

Oh nice.. Look at the comments.. I agree..

The art is gorgeous, and I like how this is so fluffy. The kiss scenes are totally adorable, sweet yet hot. Ugh! They're so lovely together. I like how Mitsuya wasn't a jerk to him and Shin didn't oppose Mitsuya after finding out his feelings. More to come. I'm excited to see Shin's reaction when they finally do more. --- update (10/16/16): It's ended... Anyway, rated it 4/5. I really liked the art and how fluffy they were... It wasn't "amazing" because there wasn't anything especially remarkable about the story (except for the art) but I really enjoyed reading it. ^^

Oh-kayyy... I liked it but disliked it at the same time.. 1st couple: Kagami and Rei. Kagami was 8 years older than Rei and was Rei's brother's friend. So they got together when Rei was in HS, had sex a few times, then Kagami just suddenly broke up with him. 10 years later, they meet again, and it turned out they haven't gotten over each other yet. They were about to re-ignite their intimacy again, when Kagami received a phone call and backed out. So, it was actually Rei's brother who called. Kagami broke up with Rei 10 years ago because he felt guilty about their relationship on his friend's (Rei's bro) back. So when he called at that exact moment, Kagami felt like it was a slap to reality and made him think about how he avoided Rei for the very same reasons. Anyway, even after Kagami tried to avoid him, Rei still hoped for their love to happen again. So. after being picked for their company's product testing, they were able to compromise and be with each other since they were unable to resist anyway... Hmm, so what do I think about this? Well, it had the same premise as Sekaiichi, regarding the 10-year re-encountering love, but unlike in Sekaiichi where Takano had a hard time winning Ritsu back, the struggle for this couple was next to none. Rei was just... always waiting for Kagami to come to his terms and he'd gladly take him back. It wasn't even hard enough for Kagami to come back since Rei too blindly in love with him despite being abandoned twice. I would've liked it more if Kagami worked harder to prove his love for Rei and if Rei resisted a bit to make Kagami pay for abandoning him at least. 2nd couple: Luciano and Yoshi. Yoshi was the company president and Luciano was his exclusive model and 2-year lover. The conflict started when Yoshi started paying too much attention to a new model he hired for the same line Luciano was representing. Since Luciano felt insecure with the new guy's age and how much attention Yoshi was giving him instead of taking notice of Luciano, he felt that Yoshi must've been getting tired of him, especially because he hadn't been speaking words of love or cuddling/snuggling after sex. Then enters Saotome-san, the graphic designer for the ad, who favored Luciano and openly talked how much he adored and appreciated his charms when he invited him to eat out (Yoshi had been too busy lately for him). Of course, even being shown this kind of attention, he didn't exactly want to give in to Saotome-san, until they see Yoshi and the new model guy together outside (as if they've just gone elsewhere, when Yoshi should've been somewhere else). Luciano then spent more time with Saotome-san, and during his rehearsals for ramp modeling, he met Saotome-san backstage and went ahead to kiss him... Then goes Yoshi who was furious with the scene but decided they should talk about it elsewhere. Saotome-san knew that they were mutually in love so he convinced Luciano to talk with Yoshi properly. Luciano then confessed how insecure Yoshi made him feel about not saying words of love and being sweet anymore, and only paying attention to the new model. Yoshi explained that he only adored the new model for the job, but not privately, and he promised to always tell him he loves Luciano so he won't feel insecure again. From then on, Yoshi was true to his words, to the point where Luciano got annoyed with how much he's been saying it. Hmm.. my thoughts.. Well, even if some look over it, I still consider what Luciano did as cheating. Sure, it was only a kiss and it's not like he no longer loved Yoshi, but the point was, he should've at least confronted Yoshi first before jumping into conclusions like that. I mean, if I were in his position, I would be fuming jealous about those scenes, but I wouldn't take on another guy just because I felt neglected. If I can't confront my lover, I'd rather wait for the right time to talk than mess around with someone else, especially one who confessed his sincere feelings for me, when I don't feel the same. That'd just be too cruel, and it doesn't matter if my lover was really cheating or I just assumed wrongly, but being with others to get back at him is just too much for me. I wouldn't want to do what he did to me to get even. That's just because I'm not a cheater though. So yeah, I wish Yoshi punished Luciano a bit for that little affair rather than just making Luciano feel that he was mad, then got over it quickly. 3rd couple: Saotome and his uke (I forgot the name). The uke was assigned as Saotome's assistant, and he was more than happy since he liked Saotome for a long time. While at work, the uke noticed how lifeless Saotome was and caught that he was fretting over his broken heart for Luciano so he didn't have the motivation to work hard. The uke then offered to comfort him, if it'd help, saying since he wanted the job to be done, he'd do anything. Saotome had sex with him but felt guilty so he requested to re-assign the uke. The uke was actually clueless until someone from work asked why he resigned being Saotome's assistant. The uke then confronted Saotome and Saotome told him that he felt guilty for making him do something like that for the job. The uke then revealed that it was a lie and the truth was that he's in love with him, but since he didn't feel the same, he felt happy just to be embraced even once. Saotome accepted his reasoning and asked to help him move on, and the uke gladly responded. Of course, at that point it was good enough for me. But then, Saotome just had to ruin it when he suddenly said "I love you" towards the end. I mean, wth! He just agreed for the rebound relationship so I felt like it was too fake for him to say he loved the uke just for the sake of it. Like, really, did the mangaka think it'd be more romantic for the seme to say those words just to commence being a couple? Nah-ah. I would've wanted him to just let the uke say it since those feelings were real. He should've spent more time getting to know the uke first before declaring his love. It's just to fake when a few minutes ago he was still in love with someone else then after deciding that it'd be helpful to have the uke help him move on, he suddenly loved the uke. Meh. 4th couple: Hoshino and Tokunaga. I disliked their story the most because it was rapey and I didn't feel any love. So Hoshino was jogging and thinking about how Rei, his co-worker, managed to find time to have a lover when they're too busy for that. While resting, the dog Jack came up to him along with the owner, Tokunaga who was actually a sculptor. Anyway, being too excited, Jack jumped onto Hosino, causing him to fall back and injure his right arm. Tokunaga then felt so apologetic and offered to help him during the one month Hoshino needed to keep the cast on. Tokunaga cooked for him and he was glad, until he offered to wash Hoshino and helped him strip. Tokunaga mentioned how he admired Hoshino's body, and while being touchy-feely, he got to Hoshino's D and touched him. Of course, Hoshino resisted but Tokunaga insisted that since he's on cast, he must've a lot pent up so he's doing him a favor by helping him masturbate. Despite disliking it, Hoshino actually came fast with Tokunaga's hand so he felt embarassed and yelled at him to leave. The following days after that, Tokunaga didn't show up and he felt a bit lonely and dissatisfied. While walking, he passed by Tokunaga's studio and Jack spotted him so he stayed for a while, only to be discovered by Tokunaga. He was invited to have coffee inside and he went along since he was curious about Tokunaga's works too. Tokunaga showed his portfolio and he realized that the sculptures where all male bodies and Tokunaga was actually inspired after seeing the naked structure of *whowasitagain?Michaelangelo?*. He then requested for Hoshino to pose nude since he claimed that Hoshino's body was his ideal. Hoshino finally agreed and he stripped naked. While sketching, Tokunaga's eyes seemed burning with desire while staring at Hoshino's body so he felt too conscious to the point where his body was feeling hot and his little guy was reacting to the heat. Tokunaga took this opportunity to touch him and even though Hoshino blatantly refused, Tokunaga forced himself on him, saying that his body won't react if he didn't actually like it. So yeah, it was rapey. After that, Hoshino was mad at him and didn't meet him again, until Tokunaga sent him an invitation to his exhibit. Since the invitation's salutation was "to my love," he felt that perhaps Tokunaga was sincere with him and maybe he could love him too. So he went there, only to discover Tokunaga being surrounded and being touchy feely with two men, side by side. He then realized that Tokunaga must've done the same to all his models and he was just like the rest. He walked out only to be stopped by Tokunaga. Tokunaga pulled him into a room to explain that those guys were indeed his models before and he slept with them, but the only one special to him now was Hoshino. After hearing this, Hoshino just felt relieved and accepted him right away. See?! That's why I was so mad. I didn't feel Tokunaga's sincerity at all. I mean, c'mon! He went out of his way to invite Hoshino, making it seem like he wanted to show his sincere feelings after raping him before, so the least he could do was keep his hands to himself instead of being all over other guys whom he used to sleep with. Urk. I just couldn't stand him. I mean, if guys like him could be that casual with people he hooked up with, I wouldn't have a peace of mind at all. His words just negate his actions. He didn't even show any remorse towards his awful actions and he still led Hoshino around. Tsk. Anyway, the last part was cute though, seeing how all the couples gathered for Saotome's completed project.