MANGAreader's manga / #mature(65)

I really liked the story and the characters. Also, the family dynamic of the seme is so interesting but they are all psycho. They might be the most messed up family that I've ever seen. The whole conflict between the characters was really good but my boy, the uke, is so miserable and nothing good ever happens to him. I felt really bad for him throughout the story since he kept getting manipulated and abused by everyone else. I also hate the ending because the uke ended up with the psycho seme and not the other guy. Even though the other seme also went crazy but I feel like that was only there for the author to justify the uke ending up with the abusive/psycho seme. It is so unclear whether the uke liked the psycho seme even after everything that happened to him because at some parts, he hates him and on the others, he thinks he still has feelings for him. I've never been able to understand how you can still love someone who abused you constantly just because they felt like it unless they have some history that made them do it. The Stockholm syndrome stories are getting old and I expected something better at the end. However, other than that, I REALLY liked the sex scenes and the overall story was pretty interesting.

First of all, I am going to say that I hate the whole relationship between the son and father. They are both psychotic and having romantic feelings for your father is disgusting even if they are not related by blood. Incest stories involving father/son relationship do not have a good ending in the first place and I've also never understood loving someone to the point where you can ignore all the messed up shit that they do. The friend, Taehyun, who is in love with the son deserves much better than that psycho and I was hoping to see him find true love at the end. However, those wholesome side characters who truly love the uke never end up with them because the uke always wants to go after the one who is hard to get/doesn't love them, which doesn't make sense to me. I really hated the characters, except Taehyun, but I liked the psychological/drama aspects of the story. I also really liked the sex scenes between the uke and his friend but the ones where he has sex with his step-father made me so uncomfortable.

Oh god this is so frustrating. There is so much that I don't like about the whole story but the worst of it all have to be the characters. The whole relationship between the uke and the step-brother is so bad that I don't even know where to start. First of all, they shouldn't have even done the things they did knowing that they are step-brothers, which is disgusting. Also, when the mother found out about it and told them off, they should have ended it right there but they didn't and the fault mostly lies on the psycho step-brother since he was the one who started it and kept going after his brother even after they got found out. I hate the step-brother with a passion because he was so thirsty for his brother and didn't stop even when his parents and classmates found out about it. On the other hand, he doesn't have the courage to confess to him and become lovers and instead half-asses it even after they are no longer brothers, like if any, that was his chance to get together with him. He has some nerve to tell the uke to not fall in love with when he is the one manipulating him and keeping him tied to him. What the hell is wrong with the uke though? I understand that his first love is his brother but when you know that he is going to treat you like shit and you are going to only feel hurt in the end, why do you keep thinking about wanting to be with him, especially when you have someone who actually love you? Taku, the photographer, is the only one I like in this story and the uke deserves to be with him instead of the manipulative psycho step-brother. If the uke doesn't end up with the photographer, I am really going to hate this story even more because it will become another one of the cliches where the bad guy who has done the things that deserves him to get arrested ends up getting a happy ending. Dropped it because it no longer interested me and the guy ended up with the step-brother, which is the worst choice.

WTF... this is so messed up. There are so many amazing twists in the story and it is very interesting but creepy and disgusting at the same time. I absolutely hate the parents. What kind of parents would treat their own son that horribly to the point of making him resent his brother so much? If only the guy didn't start to feel jealous of his brother, I wonder how different this story would have turned out. I would've loved it if the story was longer because I think it can have a more detailed horror story. However, this was really good and could've been better if it was longer so we can see the relationship between the brothers.

Shit! I really liked the story so why did it have to be so short. The stories that are really interesting and have a lot of potential always end up being rushed. I wanted to see more of the uke's past and how he became an assassin, along with the seme and why he became so attached to the uke right away. I would've loved it if it went more into detail of why the seme became so bored of life and why did his heartbeat quickened even before he met the uke, like a love detector. The sex scenes were amazing too and I loved the perverted/masochistic side of the seme. Again, I was hoping it would be longer because I really liked it because even without the bl parts, the story was captivating.

Alright, the fantasy world and the supernatural elements were interesting but the story wasn't very captivating. Also, why does the uke accept everything so quickly and just agrees to let the seme get "energy" by having sex with him. Like, you just died and got teleported to another world and you are not even gonna question the stranger who wants to have sex with you. Is he Subaru or is he just that stupid? Also, characters from this author always have the same expression on their faces so maybe he was more surprised than what he showed and the fact that he fell in love with the seme so quickly just bothered me. As for the points that I did like is the fantasy world and the concept of getting teleported to another world and becoming an emperor was pretty interesting and I would've loved if the story was properly paced and the author took more advantage of the world that they built. The sex scenes were good and many of the characters were very likeable and wholesome, except the uke who I didn't like. The twist at the end was really good and I even teared up a little bit. That wasn't the ending I expected but I am glad that we got it because it seemed like an appropriate one for this type of story. Lastly, I can never understand loving someone so much that you can spend your entire life waiting for them or abandoning everything, even your family or your own life, for them so I just couldn't relate to the uke or understood the unconditional love the two main characters have for eachother.

I am so disappointed because I was really excited to read the story of the main couple but it feels like it's not even about them. I don't really like the second couple and the fantasy world didn't interest me at all so I am not going to bother with the second season. The main couple in the first season was cute but the second couple was just the guy raping him and somehow getting accepted. They are going to amend him and make them fall in love in the second season so I don't even have to read it to find out what happens. The art style is really good and the sex scenes were good too. I just hope we had scene more of the main couple whose photo is on the cover rather than the secondary typical bad/cold guy turned good/falls in love and the timid uke accepts getting raped/forced just because it feels good and eventually falls in love.