lilithespark's manga / #smut(989)

SPOILER WARNING Review: I know you what you’re thinking. Five stars? Really? Yes, really. To be completely genuine, I liked this story more than “Love Shuttle,” and that’s saying something. Choi Yule is such an arsehole throughout the entire story. He asks his friends to r@pe Kyung-soo. Multiple. Times. He even let his own brother r@pe him just so he could come running back into his arms. Bulgogi beef guy goes crazy, too, at one point. Maybe “crazy” isn’t the right word, but they’re all mentally unstable. I think Chapter 67 was my favorite out of all 73 chapters. Choi Yule did “like” (and probably still does) Kyung-soo. He’s a terrible person, but he has emotions. I really liked that because not all bad people are “psychopaths” who are incapable of feeling human emotion. Above all, I’m especially glad he didn’t have a redemption arc. What he did was unforgivable. The epilogue was a nice way to put an end to the main story, I think. I, personally, wouldn’t associate with a rapist of mine (theoretically; i haven’t been SAed), but the main character chose to deal with that in his own way. There is so much detail in the manhwa. For example, whenever Kyung-soo thinks of Yule, he’ll wrap his arms around his s3x partner’s neck. Kyung-soo really likes Taiyaki for some reason, and although Yule doesn’t show it conventionally, he pays attention to Kyung-soo. He wants to see him smile happily like when Kyung-soo is with Bulgogi beef guy. This points to why he stabbed himself in the stomach near the end (no idea how he survived that btw) because he couldn’t imagine living with Kyung-soo dead. Kyung-soo definitely has some form of Stockholm Syndrome. If not that, then he truly believes he can never escape from Yule. He loved him so much. In one of the extras (when he’s supposed to end up with Donghyuk), he thinks of Yule when they’re doing “it.” It reminded me of the saying that said that love is irrational. You can still love someone who has done the unthinkable to you. As for the epilogue, readers can actually see Yule’s “development” as he stays away from Kyung-soo and watches him from afar. They say their “hellos” again which is a direct parallel to the scene where Yule looks at Kyung-soo from the stairwell. The ending wrapped it up quite nicely. (pretty open tbh) I’m pretty satisfied with it as Kyung-soo doesn’t end up with anyone. But! Yes, there is a “but.” There are bad details in this story, The main plot points are just “r@pe, r@pe, r@pe.” The whole storyline is a game of tug-of-war between Yule and Bulgogi Beef Guy, grappling for Kyung-soo. The story had me so invested; you wouldn’t understand how angry I was at Kyung-soo’s r@pists. It is likely that the nsfw scenes were included to make more money, but they disgusted me to the point where I wanted to throw up, and that’s not even all. I wasn’t even empathizing with Kyung-soo. I read this from an outsider’s perspective. When I tried to imagine myself in that situation, it felt sickening. I liked the story, but the author(s) definitely lazily handled specific parts of the story. It’s either that or they didn’t know how to write. Anyways, this story has its flaws, and I can see why past me couldn’t make it past Chapter 1. It’s a story not meant for everyone. This manhwa gave me a twisted sense of enjoyment? I don’t know if that makes sense, but I liked the feeling of being so entangled in a story. That’s why I said I was satisfied. If you can handle heavy topics like r@pe, su!cide, depression, and overall general mental illnesses, I would urge you to give this a try. I liked the reading experience, so maybe others will, too.

Comment: It’s sweet and a little salty. It’s fine, but I would have preferred it if L was the uke.

Review: I really enjoyed thus so far. I believe that it has lots of potential. Chapter 28 did have me confused, though. Was it a redraw of the already set plot? I didn’t understand. The MC’s past self was hot honestly. I kind of wish he had stayed that way, but Paril’s attractive, too. The protagonist’d attitude is kind of arrogant, and I’m glad he got a taste of his own medicine. I look forward to seeing the future chapters of this comic. Side note: Caught up to chapter 28.

Kurisu has his hands full with his job as an editor and his beloved daughter. When he starts going to a sweets store, Kurisu encounters the good-looking, Niina. Review: This manga has been an emotional roller coaster so far. The art is spectacular, and I’m really liking the plot so far. Their relationship is still developing. I really enjoyed watching the chapter development, especially in the main character, Kurisu. He obviously cares for and loves his daughter, Honami, a lot. He faces something that can be considered borderline internalized homophobia. He thinks of himself as a nuisance and has low self esteem. I feel that many can relate to his feelings, especially those in the LGBTQIA+ community. I am interested in as to how Kurisu will overcome his inner struggles and what role Niina might play in it. This manga has showcased a mass amount of potential. Here’s a warning!! This manga contains mature content that is not suitable for all audiences. If you’re not one for that, then this comic may not be for you! Comment: We stan a daughter who is supporting and accepting of homosexuality. (´꒳`) Side note: Left off on chapter 5.

Not really feeling this one, but I’ll try to read it and see if I get hooked. Update: こんにちわ! It’s me from the future. I think I know why I dropped this. This had a mature scene at the beginning, so it would make sense for my “pure” self to avoid reading this. I have more experience reading these, so it’s not as bad, but the second hand embarrassment is still unavoidable, though.

Review: I was avoiding this doujinshi like the plague for some time now, and I have finally decided to read it. I, honestly, do not ship TodoDeku. You can come at me for that, but I don’t care. I read some comments regarding this before hand, and I do not have high hopes for this one. Update: I don’t know what I expected, but it was certainly not this. It’s not even the ship itself. It’s the fact that they are romanticizing a relationship in which an adult and a MIDDLE SCHOOLER do the deed. Todoroki deceives Izuku, making him think it was okay to have *** when it really isn’t. Izuku has the body and the mind of his middle school age self, and it upsets me that people think that this is okay. It would have been fine if Izuku was at the legal age of consent, and they did it together. They’re grown adults. I wouldn’t care. In this situation, it is not adorable to be fucking a middle schooler when you’re a adult. I can not imagine this being cannon for the love of the gods. I wouldn’t recommend this unless you wanted to inflict pain upon yourself and ingrain this into your brain. That’s all I have to say about this one.

Review: Welp. At least it’s better than an adult having *** with a minor. ( ｡_｡) They were the same age here, so that’s a minor improvement. Now, time for some commentary because why not. Page 28: Who the Hades confesses during ***? The gods, explain.（；^ω^） Page 30: Daddy, chill. It’s just something most ukes do. (；⌣̀_⌣́) Page 36: Why is Izuku so freaking awkward? Just like me. Haha, and Shoto—you are just as guilty. Who ***** their crush in a dream? (Oh, wait. I reread it, and I realized Todo thought he was in some fever dream where Izuku and him were going out, and they hadn’t done it for a while in that dream, so he confused reality with his dream and ended up ******* the real Izuku instead of the Izuku in his dream. Whoa, that was a mouthful.) He kind of looked cute, but no. Just no. Also, why does Izuku look scared? Page 39: Damn, Izuku. If you wanted to do it with him so bad, you should have just said something. Page 40: Izuku, when did you get so assertive? I could have had you for myself. Smh. Power bottom vibes. Anyways, that’s all for this doujinshi. I gave this three stars because I feel pretty much indifferent about. I don’t hate it, but I don’t particularly like it too much either.