Sora o Daite Oyasumi
HOLY SHIT. This is fucking messed up but it's the type to break your heart. Other psychological mangas only traumatize you or make me mad but this... holy shit I mean it's not even a new concept to me but it's the way everything was illustrated and told that it still managed to shake me. It was fucking dark, I thought the megane and the uke are gonna end up but no. I don't believe this is completed wtf it just ended on that??? I wanted to see if Roku did really recover from PTSD, and also that megane's story too. There's a lot of missing things on this and it's giving me goosebumps. I hope this has a sequel or things get continued because it's gonna give me nightmares. Plus, Kei's affair with their stepdad, please I want to have that asshole arrested. Okay, let's say Kei seduced him but he was in the right mind to refuse him. And someone said this in the comments, that it could be Kei who's just pretending to be Riku. I think that could be possible too, though it's more likely that it was Riku himself. He wasn't gay in the first place, but because he saw his brother doing "that", and they have the same face I guess he believes he's like that too. This is really interesting. It's less graphic compared to other psychological bl but it's substance is definitely a great amount. There were missing pages and sometimes it's confusing because Kei and Roku's pov transitions too suddenly but it was really good. Wish this continues.
Hatsujou
ugh. uke is a teacher but is weak and prone to his students' harassments. seme rapes him, but he still fell in love. of course. well, I guess it's because of seme 'animal instincts' like he says but meh it just doesn't justify that shit. he was traumatized, and it's rather that it was stockholm syndrome. well, seme was indeed kind sometimes and his wolf form was beautiful but the rape is so repulsive. they did end up, and okay let's just think they did fall in love because it doesn't feel forced to me anyways, but I'm not giving it. a higher rating because seme is such a piece of shit until ch. 4 lol
Soukyoku (MEGU Iroha)
well shit I am falling farther into the dark side of this rabbit hole. Ever since I read that one dark psychological manga where the guy has this unrequited love towards his twin and there was a panel where they kissed in his imagination I can't stop thinking about it༎ຶ‿༎ຶ OKAYYYYY THAT WAS not bad frfr it's weird because I liked it. TvT fuck I need therapy lmao
Ai to Makoto (Moriyo)
holy shit an incest omegaverse?? this is my second time reading twin incest and it's so good!!! I mean, I would definitely frown at incest shit but this is an exception because it's good! I wish there was an extra where Seiji finally bit Towa and they have threesome while Towa's in heat or Seiji's in rut *sobs* I WANTED BABIES TOO. The fact that there was indeed love among them was heartfelt. I really love Towa, and I've also learned to realize who was Seiji and who was Aiji (because of the hair and personality! and yes also the fashion when Towa pointed it out) The art is so good, and the twins' art remind me of Harada's style xD this is unusual but it's definitely going to my favorites.
Mitto mo Nai Koi
for some reason I didn't really hate it. or maybe I just read it while I'm mentally fucked up?? so basically uke's friend/first love dies and he has this hobby to visit his friend's graveyard. seme likes him and they become lovers but then seme's dark tone show- abusive, violent, highkey jealous. When he fucked uke in that graveyard I can't- I was also pissed when he hit uke's concerned friend with a stick. How I wish uke just stabbed him instead of forgiving him. Yeah, it's a psychological manga alright. Not surprised anymore. P.S. that last story was actually hilarious to me lol
Shoshitsu dj - D no Satsujinsha
not at me reading this while I still haven't seen the anime or real manga xD this is so fucked up. seme is obsessed with his brother and killed his fiancee, and he also raped, drugged and locked up uke who was supposedly working with him but didn't know about his psychothic tendencies. hot and fucked up, though I'm so confused. I need to read the manga
A Fine Line
ehhhh the main couple's relationship was toxic af I can't really tell if they're going to be happy this time. it was shitty af but since I am kind of into the angst I liked it, and it wasn't as melodramatic as Unreachable lol the smex was good, too. I wanted to see more of the second couple nooooooo I am so interested in them but only 2, chapters of side stories??༎ຶ‿༎ຶ
Free! Dj - I'm A College Student
so cute rei always annoyed me a bit with his overbearing attitude in the anime (it's because he's just intelligent ik but I've forgave him because I understood him)but this dj is fucking wholesome ffs
Saikyo Yankee to Makeinu na Ore
uke is a delinquent but not the op delinquent, and seme is really strong. seme fell for him, bullied him and forced seccs on him, uke got mad, seme distanced himself, uke came running to his arms and they date LOL it's cliche and stupid but I gotta admit it was hot. Personality and attitude aside seme's face is my type
Playboy Beast