kkiara's manga / #Yaoi(16)

crazy story. he's employed to be a guard of sheeps. the only rule is :only trust the sheep" well ths trusted the coyote and then committed suicide. crazy shit I tell you.

columnist of a Food megazine falls in love with a novelist who can't taste anything due to his childood trauma: he was abandoned by his mother and left alone with his abusing father who trew him from a bridge in the ocean almost killing him. such a beautiful story, so human, bittersweet, psychological. I loved every aspect of it, I loved how it potreyed ptsd, fear of homophobia, loneliness while still being with someone else, feeling that you're not making any progress. ALL OF IT. the side couple wasn't my favorite at first but I kinda think it's because the author placed their storyline while the main couple was feeling heartbroken, but in the end I still enjoyed them. I absolutely love the novelist and even the fact that the novel he was writing resembled how he felt about him, loathing himself. He went through a lot and he should be protected at all costs.

7 chapter so it was weirdly paced BUT the story was super cute: re encounter after years of yearning from both sides. bodyguard × actor where the bodyguard was scared when they were younger that if the public knew the actor was gay it would've ended their carrer. the bodyguard is a buff bottom gnam

I guess there will be some side stories BUT I almost hated this. the ML has a mental disorder and knows about it, the MC is the worst, he's stupid asf, cannot knowledge things. the two of them cannot deal shit with eachother so I think the end doesn't resolve anything. the whole story is based on the MC thinking his childhood friend has a perfect life and everything and he doesn't want to confess to him because he feels he's gonna ruin their relationship, while on the other end ML is a psychopath who can't understand/feel emotions and he's very controlling/biggest red flag toward the MC. It pissed me so mauch off that I started liking it(?) and I thounght that in the end they could've talked loudly and proud about what they felt about eachother BUT NO. I also kept going because I loved ML's insanity, actually loved it. plot: MC returns after doing his military service which he started abruptly as a way to escape the fact that ML had a girlfriend (which he had JUST to show MC that he was normal so that he would keep him by his side. side note: I JUST WANTED TO SEE ML AND THE ROOMATE OF MC MEET FUCK.also I wanted to see the roomate's bf.

leggere su manta il volume 2 del novel. AMATO TOTALMENTE. veramente bello, uno tra i pochi che ho onestamente letto dopo averlo iniziato perchè la trama mi ha completamente risucchiato. la trama è incentrata sul bottom che dopo aver stabilizzato la sua salute(è nato con una malformazione al cuore) si trasferisce in corea per avere la sua vendetta su un attore ma anche suo conoscente. il top è l'attore che sarebbe la "causa" della morte della migliore amica del bottom (anche se in realtà lei si è suicidata a causa della sua malattia mentale) e il piano sarebbe di trovare delle evidences sul fatto che il top sia una persona orribile. Di fatto lui è una persona orribile ma solo perchè soffre di disturbo antisociale di personalità. in realtà pian piano di capisce che il bottom è di fatto diventato uno stalker e che in realtà a lui piaceva già da quando Jenny era ancora viva. la storia diventa crazy quando il bottom cerca di andarsene e il top (un pazzo violento sempre per il suo disturbo) letteralmente lo imprigiona e gli fa fare rapporti sessuali con lui (ma non è così brutto come sembra pk come già detto anche il bottom è mezzo fuori di testa, CNC). come sempre io adoro il Top che è un pazzo da legare, e empatizzo molto con lui e per il suo dolore(diventa attore perchè letteralmente lui per tutta la sua vita deve fingere di essere normale per piacere alle persone attorno a lui). I CANNOT get over the fact that he fucking killed a person to save his fucking carrer like WTF. adoro come he struggled when he thought that the top left him after he confessed all his mental problems to him. I love that he CARES for him in the end, he even makes him make the choice of returning to him WICH is insane for a person like him to do that when he literrally tried to control the bottom in every way possible, confiscating his passport, his phone and so on. Devo dire che ancora più crazy è il bottom che RITORNA da lui quando sa come è violento controlling and everything else. vabbe bellissima storia e trama, it didn't make me cry but sometimes it was SO insane what was happening, like this is one of the craziest shit I ever read. ps: favorite lines: "I read that letter hundred, no thousands of times, over sbd over again, when it got to the point where I was jerking off ehile reading it" BECAUSE wdym it was supposed to be a sweet and fragile moment and then he just says that. he's a comedian.