Lily's manga / #Yaoi(727)

Ok its shit...... i read till ch 20 and after allthe rape i wanted the ml to hit the crown prince so hard and eathier die or run but i cant see the falling in love at all and he is old it looks wierd I thought in the cover the ml looks young so maby he dies and come back in time or riencarnate or the prience gibes him a drug to make him younger..... Alsoooo he was his dad its a WTF i will throw my phon. So much wrong in this.....