Thinking About Death Everyday

The fact that y'all spam reported me for not apologizing to @oikawascumdumpster is honestly dumb. I called her out for being a disrespectful bitch yet I get banned? fucking dumb.(The word "Straggot" is still fucking offensive whether you like it or not.)

Thinking about death and dying everyday yet not in a particularly suicidal way, just wanting it. Does anyone get what I'm trying to say?