Weird Mangago Questions

I’m so done, my sister just told me I don’t have anxiety straight to my face because I’m too functioning to be mentally ill. I’m surprised I’m hearing this from her, cause she has ADHD and bipolar herself. Before the quarantine, we had a inside joke about how she got all the mental illness genes from our extensive family history and I was lucky that it passed over me. But when I tell her that I might have anxiety, she gets defensive and says things like “I get good marks, and it’s not interfering with my life, and everyone feel a bit anxious at times” she pulled every excuse in the book. She kept on highlighting how I’m “self diagnosed” and I probably don’t have anxiety and just trying to be quirky. Now from my side, I’m pretty convinced I have anxiety because I can never relax and I’m constantly overthinking and stuff, at this point I don’t even know what’s happening to me, I’m just burnt out and tired. I’m so frustrated it’s myself and I just want people to stop expecting things from me.

Sorry of the rant, I don’t have a life, so I resorted to this illegal manga site instead of therapy.

I do pretty often and I want to know if anybody else does too. I’m agender and biologically female, but in terms of how i choose/want to appear I definitely lean more towards masculine/androgyny. (which is the only explanation i can think of as to why this happens so much) I’ve jacked off/had sex as a dude in my dreams way more times than i care to admit. It’s not always sexual though, sometimes i’m just chillin. I also peed as a guy like twice it was weird (but more convenient)
i should add that my dreams are always pretty vivid, so i can feel new sensations like i would in real life, it’s a blessing and a curse

I definitely prefer having a dick so uh yeah i hope these dreams don’t stop *crossing my fingers*