Deeply In Love

I can really like someone, like everytime my brain is free and even when its not I will think about the person. Or make sacrifices in my schedule to make sure I pump into them at school. And text them often.
But as soon as they tell me they like me back my brain is like hell no and I dont want to date them, like I can go from AHHH I LOVE YOU BUT IM TOO SCARED TO SAY ANYTHING to YOU LIKE ME AND THATS WEIRD THERE IS NO WAY YOU ACTUALLY LIKE ME WTF IM NEVER TALKING TO YOU AGAIN.
Is there a way for me to fix thisssss

I need some good Bungou Stray Dogs related pics I can use as my wallpaper, I’m fine with anything since I pretty much like all characters. Also I really love Shin Soukoku so some good Akutagawa and Atsushi would be appreciated too.