Nothing In School

one of the things that helped me during my phd when the days just didn't seem to have enough hours, and I was constantly burnt out, was this: 1. use an audio recorder on your phone to idea dump while taking a walk outside/on the treadmill. So e.g. I'd do all the brainstorming while in motion. Speak loudly and clearly. 2. Once I feel all my ideas ......   1 reply

i went down the cult rabbit hole once... that's how i realized i was raised in one lol no but seriously the jamestown cult the people's temple has such a horrifying story and i've watched so many documentaries and youtube video essays it's given me literal nightmares.   reply

A lot bc I’m on the spectrum, but the first to come to mind is that male ducks of certain ducks species are rpists & female ducks have evolved specialized corkscrew vaginas to repel the male ducks penis. So the male duck has evolved a corkscrew penis. Then the female duck evolved a vagina that corkscrewed in the other direction. It’s a genital ......   3 reply

Sometimes i go into a deep dive of cults and religion, did you know, that there is at least two religions (ig) that say being white is a sin? One i remember was Nation of Islam. Sometimes its best not to go into deep dives of certain topics. Main ones are history and religion cus like duh. Like yall don't ever get that shiver down your spine when y......   2 reply

Oh man I've been down so many. Mostly through YouTube, you watch one video and your recommended is FLOODED with them. Some of the ones I've gone down is North Korea, exploitation and animal cruelty at SeaWorld, and Unit 731. I will say Unit 731 is possible one of the most disturbing rabbit holes I went down. It is not for the faint of heart and c......   1 reply

i found out that queen anne of england had a very *special* relationship with her childhood friend sarah churchill... like it was crazy complicated bc queen anne gave her many things like titles and a key to her personal treasury (?) bc of how much she trusted her but sarah used their relationship to steer the queen into following what she says. al......   1 reply

I started writing BL, posting on Wattpad...hundreds of people leave comments, but suddenly I feel some responsibility as if I took a much bigger bite than I can handle. Blocked totally...-a black hole that cannot be darker and deeper than this one...   reply