Are you scared of death?
Am I the only whose not scared of death like I asked my sis and she looked at me weird and was like “‘how can you not be scared to die”
I am in no way suicidal but I have this morbid curiosity,, like I’m kinda excited to die, to finally see if there is an after-life of some kind.
And there’s this other thing, if I’m ever in a near death situation, I think I’d prefer to die than to survive, like I just think about the rest of my life and it world be so exhausting; going to college for years and studying my ass off, then I’ll have to find a job and work my ass off, life is exhausting and I’d rather not do it. But I don’t technically want to kill myself/ im not depressed or anything. Its weird idk how to explain it.
Pls is there someone who feels the same ?? lol
im not scared of dying, im more scared of the idea of it like what would it feel like? would i just close my eyes and it ends there? what happens then? once my heart stops beating and my brain shuts off, what happens to me? like my consciousness its hard to explain its like what do i feel? does it feel like sleeping except i never wake up?
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25 05,2021
