At home...

Have you ever been treated like you're not a part of your family?
Or maybe you felt like you're not loved?
Because I've always felt like both. Ever since I was little,I've been distant from my parents, I grew up with my grandparents looking after me. My parents used to work in Japan, they came back home when I was 5 years old.
So now,I'm 16 and me and my parents never get to be close since I have two little siblings. I know that my little siblings need more attention but I want a little attention too, I really just want to talk to them for like 5 minutes or less but...no... and when I was 13, I used to talk to people online, when they found out,they got mad at me and said that I don't need online friends.but those online friends...and my best friend...are the only lnes who really cares about me. I appreciate the support my parents give me but I just want a little time with them, they only take care of me when I'm sick and that doesn't happen often. I have strong immune system and I eat healthy foods that's why it's rare for me to be sick. Do you guys...think you can help me? I only need comfort and a person to talk to...I've always been depressed,stressed and pressured. My dad is an engineer and my mom was an english teacher,now she's a graphic designer and she also sell houses now...please comfort me or atleast talk to me...