Guys Help Me!!!!!!!

Ok so I'm queer and this girl is bi and she goes to my summer school (yes bitch I'm going to summer school I'm stupid) were friends and don't have any crush on her but when she touches me (holds my hand, puts her body parts on me, etc.) I feel like a certain way not like I have a crush on you way more like I want to make out with you and other stuff. So I'm so fucking confused like don't want to date her or nothin but I feel this type of way when I'm with her. I don't why I'm asking people on an illegal manga website but pls helppppp me.