Where do ppl get raws from?

No seriously, where do yall get those raws from? All the websites I see take coins or sum, do you guys actually spend money to get Japanese manga or am I just looking at the wrong places? Is there some kind of website that offers the raws for free? Am I missing something?
Cuz I'm starting to feel like I'm losing all thr language skills my parents painstakingly taught me by reading the English translations for all the stuff.

Pls help I'm desperate