im stupid
it's just so weird that sometimes i feel this need to be perceived. like i understand that we're social creatures who crave attention by design, but i believed myself to be above those earthly instincts.
i could make one of the coolest origami pieces I've found, and it's not like i don't enjoy the process, or that no one gets to see it, but sometimes, just sometimes, i just want so many more people to see what i make, other than family who definitely do not give a fuck lmao.
i think about sharing it on social media, but i genuinely do not have the courage to just post my shitty stuff in the face of the great origami models that experts post. I'm not even kidding, the only place online where I've seen origami worse than mine is on some dark web forum about origami (i was looking for alternatives for methyl cellulose).
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Is human instincts, no matter how much we get hurt or believe that other people are only there to make us worse, is hardwired in our brains to company around us.
And I don't understand how wanting to share something means you didn't enjoy it (??).
I can't understand this mentality of "If you take a picture of X thing, you ain't enjoy it" even as someone that doesn't take pictures at all, humans just like to take pictures and show them to each other is not that deep
Also, believing you're above your instincts just gives them more power to control you.
(your probably joking, ik)
If it’s any comfort, the desire to be seen is not only universally shared but entrenched in our psyche. The very fact you’re trying means you’ll improve posting progress pics can be encouraging too
hey show us i wanna see !!!