Why and what am I doing in life

It is 3 in the morning and for god knows why am I watching daddy long legs
https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLQUUshXzb9cEsoFOvOAgAboBnc3yNZhwj&feature=shared
And criticizing it.
I get it, it isn't from our time so concept is unacceptable but why am I watching this???
Is there nothing good to watch ???
I am shocked at myself of wasting time.
Before you judge, I am a university graduate. True, currently I am living with my parents and I am jobless but I use to work.....I just regret those times when I thought that the grass is green on the other side.....now I am jobless, single and watching old daddy long legs(╯°Д °)╯╧╧