does anyone's mom watches them sleeping for more than 5 minutes? i'm very paranoiac person so everytime she does that i can feel it she keep starring at me and i don't understand why she's doing this. i used to close the door few years ago but lately i started to feel claustrophobic and kept the door open. even though when i need privacy and close the door,i can sense my mom listening and trying to figure out what i am doing. i caught her more than one time she trying to see me from key hole. because of that i can't call my friends when i'm at home because she gonna tell her relatives or my brother idrk.(i don't really have any secretive things even if i want to though) she keep taking pictures of me when i'm not looking or napping then send it to her friends. i understand if i were still toddler but i'm adult and it's making me very uncomfortable since teenager years. i don't usually take pictures of myself and avoid appearing in pictures so maybe that's why but i'd be more okay with it if she send it to my dad or brother not her friends that i don't know. she keeps barging in when i'm showering too. (YES SHE KNOWS I'M SHOWERING) i tried to talk about this calmy YEARS ago but since she kept doing it i can't control my anger and keep yelling at her. i feel deeply humiliated when she does all kind of things i don't know if this sounds logical. i'm very detached and distant person since childhood so maybe it's strange to me but plz confirm that i'm not crazy lmfao. if ''I'' have problem instead of talking to ME she keep telling my brother or friends that has nothing to do with. i'm far from home right now but i feel really exhausted when this shit keeps happening everyday when i got back home.
