What am I doing?

Today, I tried self harming and it didn't hurt or bleed sadly but then I realised what I was doing. Self harming is wrong and idk why I did that even though I know there's nothing wrong with me (I think). Now I am confused. My life isn't bad and I think I'm happy. I didn't have a hard time today (I think), I was just really nervous about a family gathering. What does this mean? I mean maybe it has the fact that I remember hating my cousins for a reason I forgot?? Anyways, am I just seeking attention or is there something wrong with me??? Am I just being stupid???

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tomokokuroki 07 08,2020

Its not stupid. And you really shouldn't consider it being that way. Many people have probably had the same or similar self-dilemma as you, at some point in their life. By your words of choice, in the question, I can tell that your unsure of yourself (using "i think" in parentheses, and "it didn't hurt or bleed 'sadly'," but then following that st...... reply

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JadeLeighr 06 07,2020

There's nothing wrong with you and your not stupid. I can't tell you what's really wrong with you with little information given, but I do have some ideas on what it is. If you'd like to talk about it, I'd be happy to lend an ear. reply

06 07,2020

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What am I doing?

tried to kill yourself