One of the worst ways to wake up...

I believe waking up after having a dream of your childhood crush is one of the worst ways to wake up. That guy was a 8th grade teenager...idk y mind keeps playing tht footage of tht memory...I f*ckin hate it.....after waking up it's one of the two things I do- I either go back and stalk his insta page which is set to private(all I can see is his pfp)...or curse him to death...coz yh tht guy was easily manipulated and was frnd of my bully in those days...........


I literally need some real person to make my heart flutter, so tht I stop having this idiotic dreams...


Does anyone have such experiences in their life?? What do u do to make ur self feel better the rest of the day??