THERES SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME

theres actually something seriously wrong with me. has anyone else read indomitable champion????? its so fucked up and i was trying to power through the story... until i got up to the side story. the more i read the more i liked it. now i think hojung and ricky are actually really cute together they actually got me giggling and kicking my feet in the recent chapter dude. im so utterly disgusted in myself bro