how do I even make this better
I was talking to someone I just met and I hit with the realization that I have nothing. no hobby, no interest, nothing to talk about.
I can't really talk about yaoi I might as well say my favorite past time is watching porn.
I used to be a movie watcher, an actual book reader, and somewhat of a drawer. but I've been depressed these past years that I lost interest. I don't keep up with movies and even animation shows or anime, I lost interest on it too. I only read yaoi now, I tried to pick up a pencil and I feel sick cuz I forgot how to draw. i feel terrible.
and I know I still like these things. I've watch mickey 17 with my family and I loved it, I watch it till the end. but when I tried watching something on my own I'd lost motivation in the middle and stop it indefinitely. I like arts, I still find some joy in fanart and doodles. but I just couldn't start.
i really totally get it. i stopped doing sports, martial arts, drawing and all that. i quit doing calligraphy and reading the novels i used to love and i feel like i have no sense of individuality because i have nothing. i have goals and stuff but im so burnt out that im afraid of accomplishing them because i feel like being successful would be str......
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listen, i've been where you are right now and i understand how hard it is, especially without the will. i kept trying over and over to get back to being that old version of me, until i realised that people change. i changed. it may be fun and interesting to you, but right now you need to explore other options, dont only go after the safe options. t......
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