how do I even make this better

I was talking to someone I just met and I hit with the realization that I have nothing. no hobby, no interest, nothing to talk about.
I can't really talk about yaoi I might as well say my favorite past time is watching porn.

I used to be a movie watcher, an actual book reader, and somewhat of a drawer. but I've been depressed these past years that I lost interest. I don't keep up with movies and even animation shows or anime, I lost interest on it too. I only read yaoi now, I tried to pick up a pencil and I feel sick cuz I forgot how to draw. i feel terrible.

and I know I still like these things. I've watch mickey 17 with my family and I loved it, I watch it till the end. but when I tried watching something on my own I'd lost motivation in the middle and stop it indefinitely. I like arts, I still find some joy in fanart and doodles. but I just couldn't start.