(TW: suicide) To those who've attempted, have you gained a new perspective on life?

I had sort of an existential crisis for a while. I had this thought like "damn, If I was dead right now, I wouldnt be able to taste this food, or listen to this song, or smile with friends at this moment, or read this book." stuff like that, all throughout the day, I learned to appreciate everyday, mundane things. It isnt a permanent solution becau......   reply

ive been struggling with depression since i was around 7-8 years old, and i swore up and down that i would die before i turned 18. Back to back id have attempted to end it just to end up in the hospital again. Therapist after therapist trying to undo damage caused by my environment. one day i was sitting outside after having a particularly shit d......   2 reply

I was 16 when I made my first serious attempt. Before that i had try to do it but was honestly too scared to do so. Then something big happened in my life that made me do it. I remember after i opened my eyes, the only person i saw was my father, staring at me, crying. That was the first time I had seen him cry. He hugged me and made me promise to ......   1 reply

My responsibilities towards my family is what’s keeping me alive. Ever since the passing of my brother I’m always ready to die at any given point of my life. But my responsibility is holding me back. Whatever it is , no matter how small or trivial. As long as it’s keeping you alive, do it. I hope you keep winning against yourself.   1 reply

i attempted a year ago, my parents were totally unsupportive and stated that i might stab someone with the knife i used to try and kms?? anyway, i ran away from home and went to my hg's house. that day was the worst and best day of my life, it was her birthday and we went out and did fun things, her mom saw the scar on my wrist and just told me ''i......   1 reply

I stopped attempting bcs ik im so fucked if my family finds my yaoi stash   1 reply

No I was lowkey even more sad Im still here genuinely hate this world and the people in it. Being born woke in a world where they will kill you for the color of your skin is unbearable. Not to mention other personal things going on too I just hate it here. Ive accepted if I die I won’t be able to see more of my favorite things, so Im ok.   1 reply

Not really, but I don't attempt anymore because I saw how it affected my parents. Yes they caught me while doing it. So now even though I'm still suicidal, I just push through for them.   1 reply