hi i feel like a real chud. i cant go to school. ever since i was diagnosed with anorexia it took everything away from me. i dont even wanna leave the house anymore (｡ ︿ ｡) all i do is chud out and read gl and bl all day long in my bedroom. i’m depressed all the time and school is so draining, it’s like a toll. i just wanted somewhere to talk about this tbh and like…i don’t expect anyone to know how to respond or even want to respond. Also if you wanna be uhm friends or something we can bond over yaoi and stuff…but i just idk what to do how can i bring myself to go and not like die
I was also in your place for a while. I would not leave the house and only be in my stinky ass room watching/ reading bl, while suffering bullimia/ Ana.
It’s important to just go inactive and/ or delete your ed releated accounts if you have any, so you won’t consume toxic content.
Do you have any friends? If so, spending time with them was th...... reply
for things like this professional help goes a long long way. not sure what ur situation is with access but u can get online professional help too. it will take time to find someone right but hopefully the first professional is a perfect fit for u. u do have to put effort in tho. as someone who sought professional help and put 0 effort in i was shoc...... reply
It's okay to take a break from school, I can't blame you it is draining and idk if it's the system or people or maybe both yk? Maybe interaction with family/friends will help, go out of the room and make yourself busy to forget everything even if it's just a moment. Laugh with your friends, play with your cat/dog, clean something that has been both...... reply
