I almost gave up today. Not for drama. Not to get attention. But because I’m just genuinely tired. I’ve been struggling with depression, suicidal thoughts, and a heart condition but honestly, what hurts me more than all of that is the way my boyfriend treats me. He says he loves me. He says he’ll make up for things. But when it’s time to pr...... 2 reply
I loved him so much. When he left me, I went into psychosis, went back into depression, and became suicidal. I literally ate nothing but a piece of cracker and drank only water. I laid in bed for weeks, good thing it was summer, and I wrote so many poems and pieces of literature. When it was time to go back to school, I shared it with my best frien...... 1 reply
proceeds to sing:
I saved every letter you wrote me
From the moment I read them, I knew you were mine
You said you were mine
I thought you were mine
Do you know what Angelica said
When we saw your first letter arrive?
She said, "Be careful with that one, love
He will do what it takes to survive"
You and your words flooded my senses
Your sentences l...... 1 reply