Maybe you could check second hand shops? And you could also learn some basic sewing skills to tailor the clothes exactly how you want. Like I know that a lot of goth people usually buy second hand/ vintage and then make them more goth reply
I was like 10 when I found out I could ship two guys with each other (⌒▽⌒) but I read my first yaoi when I was about 12? It was a yuri on ice fan comic I think Σ(  ̄□ ̄||) reply