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				I don't know if this will be helpful but here's my two-cents. 
I've felt similar to where you are for a lot of my life. I would say that I feel the same some days even now. What helped me were a few different things happening in concert. One: I legally became an adult and started feeling like I had more control of myself and what I did with it. Tw......			  
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				25 09,2017
		
	 
	
 
		
	
		
	
		
		
				
				Elektel Delusion all the way :P
~Tier			  
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				26 02,2017