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Mine was stupid asf... Like I was 7, and I had an obsession with piano. So I asked my parents to buy me one, of course I knew I was gonna get rejected. But I was determined so I kinda acted bratty and cried in front of my mother. She beat me up and told me I needed to concentrate on studying.
Then I decided that my parents were useless so I gotta do something myself. I couldn't steal money because I'd be caught and kicked out of the house before I could say sorry. I decided to MAKE a piano (I know this sounds stupid but hear me out)
So I got a long piece of paper and drew piano keys on it, I labeled them in braille (like with a pen I pinched the letters outwards) . I would lay it on my dinning table, when my parents weren't home. And then I just practiced some songs like "happy birthday" and "twinkle twinkle little star" , by memorizing the notes and where a certain key was placed. It felt like I was actually learning something because one of my friends had a piano keyboard and I played happy birthday perfectly on it.
But ya my mother found out and got mad that I was wasting time instead of studying, she threw away my so called paper piano,
Then I decided that my parents were useless so I gotta do something myself. I couldn't steal money because I'd be caught and kicked out of the house before I could say sorry. I decided to MAKE a piano (I know this sounds stupid but hear me out)
So I got a long piece of paper and drew piano keys on it, I labeled them in braille (like with a pen I pinched the letters outwards) . I would lay it on my dinning table, when my parents weren't home. And then I just practiced some songs like "happy birthday" and "twinkle twinkle little star" , by memorizing the notes and where a certain key was placed. It felt like I was actually learning something because one of my friends had a piano keyboard and I played happy birthday perfectly on it.
But ya my mother found out and got mad that I was wasting time instead of studying, she threw away my so called paper piano,
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I am shaking with rage while typing this but I really need to get this off my chest. There is is guy i know, not a friend just an acquaintance because he's the son of a family friend and this fucking whore of a man just posted an Instagram story of a picture of me and him, with the caption "my valentine" (I got indigestion when I saw this), we took this pic at a party 6 months ago, mind you this was a group picture with 4 more people but that fucking worm fucking cropped it and made it seem like just two of us, stupid me for standing near him. Absolutely disgusting behaviour because why are you going around posting pictures of me without me FUCKING CONSENT AND MAKING IT SEEM LIKE WE'RE DATING, and when people asked him he's saying "oh we're super close friends heh" and worst of all he's been texting all the guys I've had even the tiniest contact with telling them to stay away for days. my friends are going crazy and my girls are spamming my dms thinking I was actually dating him. Like 4 different people have called me in past hour because of this. I have to text people explaining that this is all on his part and I never agreed to this and i don't even know him well oh god pls delete this man from the gene pool, god of lighting strike him down because this is so embarassing, I've deleted all my sns because of shit like this I've stopped associating with my past classmates and I still get involved into drama. I swear the next time I see him I will castrate him in front of his parents and serve them his balls for dinner. And worst of all, his MOM FOLLOWS HIM brother if she finds about this she will tell my mom and my mom will tell father and my life will be over, he's super strict and will think that it's my fault i just know he never listens. This is divine retribution for all the times I've sinned in my past life.
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25 03,2025
And by nerd I mean kids who do well academically. I've actually never seen anyone bully smart people around me bro, but I see it all the time in western movies. Even online, I saw a video of a kid who could calculate really fast, i think he set the world record, and people in the comments were dissing him saying that he probably has no social life. Wtf ??
The stereotype of a "ugly nerd character" in western movies, very different than asian media, where the bullied nerd is usually an otaku and not the super smart guy.
even the popular kids in my school were the ones who were good-looking, good at studies, good at sports, a Mary Sue type of person. And the good at studies was the crucial part here, you could look like a celeb and kids wouldn't hype you up but if you were mildly attractive with good grades you get treated like a god or smth.
The stereotype of a "ugly nerd character" in western movies, very different than asian media, where the bullied nerd is usually an otaku and not the super smart guy.
even the popular kids in my school were the ones who were good-looking, good at studies, good at sports, a Mary Sue type of person. And the good at studies was the crucial part here, you could look like a celeb and kids wouldn't hype you up but if you were mildly attractive with good grades you get treated like a god or smth.
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27 11,2024
Ok I actually don't, I love her more than anyone but gawd she is so annoying sometimes, how do I deal with her seperation anxiety, she doesn't eat properly, acts crazy whenever I'm not the one feeding her bro I think I've spoiled her a bit too much. Idk how she'll be able to able to handle it when I'm off to college and will only see in on holidays because she can't even go a day without me. My mom isn't fond of animals so she clearly hasn't bonded with her and dad is barely home. We had a house caretaker that my dog used to love but he retired and we got a new one but that woman is terrified of my dog, and my dog hates her too. If I'm away for one day there's no one to properly give my dog attention and I feel bad that I should've not adopted her, she's super high maintenance (4 year old GSD, who has her own room, play area, entire shower routine, is a picky eater, will kill you if you don't give her belly rubs), so I can't really give her away to friends because Ik no one will be able to take care of her and spend that much money on her like I do. It's not like I can sneak her into college dorms either she is huge
about masturbated to yaoi
07 07,2021
OK can someone please recommend me some good yaoi/bl/shounen ai which DOES NOT contain rape as the plot device (like the top rapes the bottom, but bottom still ends up liking the top) I find it highly problematic and uncomfortable....
about disturbing thing you saw
21 07,2021
I solved the mathematics section of SAT practice paper, and like all it had was middle school stuff. My maths is not even that good. And calculators are actually allowed???
Damn, calculators aren't even allowed in engineering exams in my country. I can't believe SAT is actually a COLLEGE ENTRANCE EXAM. Any middle schooler in my country with basic math knowledge could ace the SAT.
Damn, calculators aren't even allowed in engineering exams in my country. I can't believe SAT is actually a COLLEGE ENTRANCE EXAM. Any middle schooler in my country with basic math knowledge could ace the SAT.
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So my grandfather died years ago. There was a rumour that my grandmother actually killed him. Idk if that is true but I know he was assassinated.
about learn foreign languages
OK, so what are some of the most beautiful languages?? This question is based on personal opinion, remember Every language is beautiful.
Some language I think are very beautiful:
Mandarin
Thai
Veitnamese
French
Italian
Icelandic
Arabic
Sanskrit (I actually know Sanskrit lol)
Russian
Some language I think are very beautiful:
Mandarin
Thai
Veitnamese
French
Italian
Icelandic
Arabic
Sanskrit (I actually know Sanskrit lol)
Russian
about disturbing thing you saw
20 07,2021
I hate the word "fudanshi", like why Japanese people why, couldn't you all find another word to call weird creepy fetishizers....because my name is "anshi" (yes I'm announcing my real name on an illegal website) and whenever I hear the word fudanshi, knowing that it's an insult, I just feel weird....
about falling inlove
13 07,2021
How do people understand romantic love. I get the love between friends and family. What does it feel like falling in love. How can girls say "I'm in love with this guy" bitch you don't even know him personally how can you love him. How do you all even get crushes. Does getting a crush on someone means you're sexually attracted to them? To those boys who confessed to me that they loved me...what do you love about me. My looks? My fake personality I made for specific people? How can you you like me if you don't even know me?
Seriously after reading all those romance stories, dating random people to experiment, I'm still super confused about how people fall in love. I can't relate to them.
According to me dating someone wastes time and money. Why do I need to buy you stuff? Why are you venting your problems to me? Am i your therapist? Then pay me and I'll listen.
Seriously after reading all those romance stories, dating random people to experiment, I'm still super confused about how people fall in love. I can't relate to them.
According to me dating someone wastes time and money. Why do I need to buy you stuff? Why are you venting your problems to me? Am i your therapist? Then pay me and I'll listen.
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Brother I just saw the most scrumptious divine looking man cut his hair off (finally went to a salon for the first time in 5 years, truly an interesting experience), and I wanted to peel off the barber's lips for saying he looked better with short hair. All his friends were praising him saying he finally "manned up", I wanted to kill them on spot. We, as a society have failed men. Why are men cutting their fkin hair off pls stop I derive my life force from seeing y'all gorgeous people with long hair, whenever a man cuts his hair off, an angel dies.
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Met my ex today and we did not break up on good terms so yes it was super awkward. But then this mf starts getting super chummy for no reason asking if we could hang out. Ofc I declined at first but it felt criminal in giving up an offer for free food so we did hang out, and that made me realise that he isn't even a bad guy. I don't have plans on reconciliation but this incident was quite an eye opener. I've dated 3 people till now, and broke up with all of them for arbitrary reasons, it's like whenever I get into a relationship with someone, I start getting irritated by their very existence. My last ex was the sort of the blockhead type of guy, and this was the reason I found him cute before dating him, he was simple and wasn't the type to approach someone with ulterior motives, just a really naive person. We started dating and the more time we spent together, the more I realised that we weren't compatible, he was spineless, couldn't form strong opinions, did not add anything of value to conversations. These by no means are bad qualities, he was treating me very well, and now I feel really bad about treating him like shit. And this sort of thing happened with every guy I've dated.
I'm not planning on getting into a relationship for atleast 5 years because it seems like I'm still immature when it comes to understanding others.
I hope this habit dies with time because I'm never making any meaningful human connections if I act like this for the rest of my life.
I'm not planning on getting into a relationship for atleast 5 years because it seems like I'm still immature when it comes to understanding others.
I hope this habit dies with time because I'm never making any meaningful human connections if I act like this for the rest of my life.
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26 10,2024
My nephew was born a few days ago and I keep thinking that he's way too late bro, just can't comprehend people being born after 2020 tbh
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15 12,2024
There's this one manhwa that I really like, I remember reading it a while ago but didn't save it, and now I can't remember anything about it bro except that one of the MLS name was lighting McQueen or something similar or maybe I'm high, also he had religious trauma because he grew up catholic and gay and made movies about it or something afterwards I can't really remember any other detail but I do remember liking it very much and I wanna recommend it to this friend but I can't seem to find the TITLE HELP A FELLOW PEASANT PLS
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I admit it, I just got into zodiac signs because of all the memes, and videos like "zodiac signs as famous vines", " zodiac signs as Stan twitter videos"
And one time a girl asked me about my zodiac sign as I was like OK I'm Aries, and she got so excited and went on to talk about astrology and how it affects life and I was just sitting there like :-) I just came here for the memes
And one time a girl asked me about my zodiac sign as I was like OK I'm Aries, and she got so excited and went on to talk about astrology and how it affects life and I was just sitting there like :-) I just came here for the memes
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19 01,2025
How do you find good movies to watch??, something under appreciated or indie. I'm tired of my self proclaimed cinephile friends recommending me the same shit that is actually not as "underrated" as they like to think. I'm looking for smthing straight from the trenches, a hidden gem.
Preferences: absolutely any genre from body horror to slice of life to erotica idgaf doesn't necessarily have to be in english, my brain prefers subtitles.
Preferences: absolutely any genre from body horror to slice of life to erotica idgaf doesn't necessarily have to be in english, my brain prefers subtitles.
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21 07,2021
So I, class president kun has decided to marry skrtt skrtt Chan, the love of my life. Our wedding is on 30th February 2022. I sincerely hope you all will come to our wedding in your best Sangwoo cosplay....