Nosequeponer's question page 3 (44)

So, I've been rewatching some disney movies and cartoons, and man, there's better men out there more than js the princes in the classical movies
So, my top 4 are:
- Jeremy from Phineas and Ferb
- Kristoff drom Frozen
- Eugene from Tangled
- Terrance from the Tinker Bell movies
They all js treat their significant other so well and never minimize their problems or emotions and they're all so supportive
And also fuck disney for not making more tinker bell movies, literally the best franchise

I truly fucking hate it, it always feels like something's wrong w me
Why do I have to get frustrated so gast qhen there's a change of plans, I hate crying for nothing, I hate not being able to get social clues, I hate being socialy awkward, I js it
I hate having to over explain myself bc they think I'm trying to start a fight, when in reality im just communicating, I hate getting overwhelmed to fast and not being able to control my emotions sometimes
I just feel so out of place aaaaaallll the time
And I know my sister supporst me and all, but I feel such a burden for her

So, I hate dreaming, even when I was little my dreams were so vivid and real that sometimes I'd be confused on whether something happened irl or was it just a dream of mine
People have told me that sometimes I even talk while dreaming
And now the problem is that, even though my dreams are so fucking weird and vivid, when I wake up I feel like, disoriented, like a part of me it's still on that dream and another is awake, and I just feel so weird about it when I wake up bc I need some time to get back to reality?
I've also been digging my nails into my palm unconsciously while sleeping, and ofc when I wake up it hurts
Idk what to do
Is there any way I can just, stop dreaming at all???

If trump really dies this year, I'll start believing in God fr this time