minaori's question (9)

Being a female i dated a girl last year
We broke a in a few months but now I miss her and her she said that she is currently in a relationship with a girl (after our break up we became comfort ex) and sadly her current gf finds it uncomfortable for me to talk to her so i can't talk to her ,
She is one year senior than me and i heard she is in town but I'm currently at my late grandma's house.
And i was listening to songs just a few minutes ago and the song girls played by girl in red when I close my eyes i can only imagine her

So i used to be able to download yt video into my gallery using a website but now that website doesn't work properly cause of pop up ads please tell me the most efficient website to be able to download yt video

I need your honest opinion bl, gl, hetero

Any good yt explanation videos for c++ and Java coding (i have exams)

Is it ok? Is it normal? slowly seeing yourself act differently or shutting down yourself unintentionally being concious about it lol

It's just something I've noticed about myself lol is it normal to slowly have an increased disinterest in things

I'm just asking for no reason
I'm listening to music and it led me to think this

As a weeb and weird kid I'll stay single and never experience a couple life so just for fun I want to know your relationship advice (it can be as obscene as possible or as logical as possible and or even as niche as possible)

Do you sometimes imagine your whole skin getting peeled off like we do with vegetables I have had this thought after the Chikorita cooking video
Also i have had day dreams of someone cutting off my limbs (amputating them ) and leaving me with no arms or legs hands or feet

Mbti
Tell me how deep down the rabbit hole are you?
Do you know about cognitive functions ?
Do you know about objective personality?
Do you know about enneagram ?

also I'm bored