yes. i often feel lonely, even with people around me. i used to feel really depressed when i'm younger. growing up, i had a few important people leaving me behind, like i didn't mean anything to them.
developing anxiety (which gets pretty bad sometimes) and having my parents in denial later on kinda lead me to lose trust in people, which kinda le...... 1 reply
i'm 22 and I have the same problem, never socializing enough to meet someone new or get to know people really well. hence, I've been single all my life. similar to you, except rather than a boyfriend, I just want a constant company, someone I can really click really well with on a emotional level. 1 reply
i don't wish for a marriage or child. and i believe that there's no need for marriage to live with someone you love and trust.
there's people marrying later into 30s and above because they are more concern in having a work and finance stability before getting married. so even if you give into the pressure of marrying earlier than you want to, it's...... reply
as interesting as the whole concept is, i wouldn't wanna surrender my whole life to instinct. at most, i'd rather live life as a beta in that kind of world (〜￣△￣)〜 reply
2 years ago had INFP-T (Mediator) as a result, now its ISTP-T (Virtuoso). idk what changed because I don't feel like I did. I'm confused too since I can't really grasp my personality clearly but I think the old result was more accurate? idk reply
yes. coincidentally one of my friends read bl as well so we exchange stories and discuss similar interest. I actually introduced bl to another friend when threadfic got big in our fandom on twitter and I share with her good stories on ao3. reply
I'd like to join!! I grew up speaking Chinese and English so I can help since I'm fluent. I'm interested in learning Japanese and Korean and I think it'd be really fun to learn from/with others. Please send me a link to the group if I'm not too late/the group is too big ^-^ reply
Mine first was Natsume Hyuuga from Gakuen Alice. He's like the cool, arrogant on the outside type but very thoughtful of the people he loves. And he's a strong fire user too!!! 10 year-old me were so gone (≧∀≦) My current is Yukihira Souma from Shokugeki. His spirit is ever-burning I just love his passion 2 reply
