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He quite litteraly says in this chapter that you've just read, before the sympathy that he felt for him began to grow into something more... , also there are a few instances prior to them showing us his past with the mc, were you could see that he wants him, I cannot be bothered to check which chapter it is precisely so I'll just let you read them again if you want to see it
They just had to make it weird, it couldn't have been a nice wholesome brotherly bond, he's litteraly been around that kid since he was eight fucking creep, tbh I guess I shouldn't be suprised considering all the gross Sa scenes at the beginning but I was trying really hard to move past that can we not