
Gilhan took his childhood goldfish even tho it was dead, he was holding onto his last friend. Suhan is like that goldfish. Gilhan crushed it and squeezed it to hold onto whatever was left of it, but in the end it wasnt meant to last long. And would eventually escape his grasp.
A dif perspective could be he was abt to live with Suhans corpse if thats what it took for them to stay together lol...

Wait wait waittttt hold on— it's kinda OOT a bit but I FEEL LIKE I READ THIS "ANALOGY" ONCE BEFORE... IN A MANHWA TOO??!! BUT IDK WHICH ONE BUT IT'S THE SAME GOLDFISH ANALOGY LIKE WHEN YOU CRUSHED AND SQUEEZED IT.
I remember the cover had like two boys, one with red hair and another one is like dark blue hair colour(?) in winter weather. it's not BL tho more like psychological manhwa, if anyone remember the name please do tell.... cause i remember seeing dead goldfish in that manhwa too but idk if my memory is correct or not it could be another manhwa tho (if i remember correctly the dark hair one is adopted by the red hair family and it has a bittersweet ending)
the thought that if cheongyeon didnt enter suhan’s life give me sm goosebumps…SO many things could go wrong with gilhan, that shit happens in real life! also does anyone can explain to me with the whole goldfish analogy?